look at the sky, it’s the colour of love - genderbent lestappen au (snippet)
art student Charlie and geology PhD candidate Max.
“Have you done this before?” Max whispered in between wet kisses, going in so quickly after asking the question that Charlie barely had enough time to answer. They kiss a few more times, Max running her thumb along Charlie’s jawline, nipping away at Charlie’s glossy lips she gets a little taste on her tongue.
Charlie smiled into the kiss before she slowly pulled away, giggling slightly as Max chased her lips. Charlie placed her hands on Max’s torso and leaned into the hand that cupped her cheek. Max felt Charlie run her thumbs back and forth on Max’s side and the small touch was so intimate, Max felt goosebumps form on her skin, despite the summer heat.
“Have I had sex before?” Charlie asked, teasingly. She looked up at Max, her green eyes full of mischief and her smile so cunning it made Max want to go in for more. “Yes Max,” she nodded her head, letting out a teasing huff, “I’ve had sex before-“
“No,” Max interrupted, laughing to herself before running her thumb up her jawline and to the junction of her neck. She gave her a reassuring smile, looking into her eyes before seriously asking “have you slept with a woman before?”
“I mean, no,” Charlie said nervously, biting her lip “but oral, fingering, it’s all the same, no?”
Max shook her head, the smile still on her lips. God, how can she go from being the most sexy, teasing person ever to being all doe eyed and innocent? It made Max want her even more.
Max decided to move on from this train of thought and asked, “When was the last time you had sex?”
Charlie let out a sigh before answering, “I don’t know, about a month ago?”
Max nodded her head and leaned in to place a chaste kiss on her lips, giving her a little reward before asking “And did you feel good?”
“Yeah,” Charlie replied slowly, unsurely, as her eyelids fluttered “yeah I… felt good.”
“So you finished, yeah?” Max asked cautiously, running her fingers through Charles’ curly hair.
Charlie suddenly becomes nervous, shifting her weight from one foot to the other, “what?”
“Did you come, Charlie?” Max asked directly.
“Well…” Charlie let out a sigh before continuing. “Well, no.” Max barely had any time to react before Charlie launched into an explanation, “but it still felt good!” She insisted, nodding her head. “Sex isn’t always about completion, besides it’s my fault, I’ve always had a problem with orgasming.”
That made Max pause. She furrowed her eyebrows and asked, “Wait, what?”
“Yeah, I’ve never had an orgasm with someone else,” She admitted, so quietly and almost… ashamed it made Max see red. “But it's me,” that made Max feel worse, like she should hunt down every damn bastard that got to lay his hands on this beautiful woman and leave her not only unsatisfied but also feeling like she should blame herself. “I think I'm too nervous when I'm with people, it stops me…” she trailed off but let out a deep breath before continuing, her head turned to the side, unable to look at Max, “I hope that’s okay?”
Well, that just won’t do.
“Look at me, princess,” Max said softly, taking Charlie’s chin between her thumb and forefinger and turning her face towards herself. Charlie looked at her with glassy eyes, and Max didn’t mean for this conversation to make her feel bad.
But she was ready to fix it.
“Someone being unable to make you comfortable during an intimate act,” Max began, trying to keep her voice calm as she shook her head. “Someone being unable to make you come is never your fault, do you understand?”
“But, I-“
“Do you understand?” Max said more firmly, using the grip she had on her chin to bring Charlie forward and placed a chaste kiss on her lips.
“Yes, yes I understand.”
“Good.” Max replied with a nod, “Now get on the bed.”
Charlie seemed to hesitate, bitting her lip once more. “But-“
“Your lack of faith in me is really disheartening, Charlie.” Max said, partly as a joke but partly coming from a genuine place.
“I just don’t want to make you feel bad when,” she replied truthfully, “when you-“
“When I what?” Max teased, walking her backwards. “Get you wet, make you come, give you multiple orgasms?
Charlie blushed furiously and stopped when the back of her knees hit the mattress. “Max…”
Max leaned in and gave her a small, simple peck before lifting her hand from her chin and cupping the side of her cheek, running her thumb along Charlie’s cheekbone. It seemed to sedate her enough, leaning into her hand again it gave Max the courage to carry on.”
“Now,” she said slowly, “be a good girl and get on the bed.”
