#leviastan

Like bbyg stop I already have a research project on pneumonia due tomorrow and I’m not going to finish it once I start hyper fixating on anything else

Anyways it’s 2023 and I’m still a Leviastan, I guess this is what hyper fixation does

Fun fact: I was literally voicing out random scenarios in my head and literally calling Levi “bbyg” as a pulled his newest animation card, he responded to bbyg holy shit

No that wasn’t accidental Levi lemme love you >:((((

Dongers Levi.

Yes yes yes. I've lost touch with a lot of people and trying to get back into the fandom has been difficult because focus on the show has shifted. Not that it's a bad thing but definitely lots of changes.

Most of my circle/ niche of the old days is gone, mostly because they’ve fallen out of love or SPN didn’t give them what they wanted or needed from the show. (I’m not judging that, there’s no point in hanging on to something that doesn’t make you happy.) 

I’m finding it really hard to connect with people because I’m dreadfully shy/ anxious. I can reply to people but I can’t start any conversation (and keeping conversations going is hard too...). And I constantly feel unwelcome or obsolete for one reason or another. 

HELLO THERE, I WILL NOW BE HYPING LEVI’s CHARACTER SONG

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I thought it was like kismet or something?