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"The world is so much chaos, energy and noise. It's enough to drown out your being, any acknowledgement of your existence. But just as it becomes unbearable, suddenly, everything goes quiet."

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To find yourself you must first be lost. To feel happiness you must experience pain. To discover strength you must face weakness. To know peace you must weather chaos. To build wisdom you must make mistakes. To cherish connection you must understand solitude. To grow you must accept change. To transform your story you must believe you can do so.
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[Log 1: August 23]
[āIs it on?ā The camera shakes a little, revealing the face of a⦠bee? It looks quite odd.Ā
āI havenāt seen this type of technology since⦠that.ā The bee has a crown on her head, and⦠hair. What.Ā
āI donāt remember what it was called. Though I donāt remember most things⦠Thatās why I started The Archives, and these logs now.ā It(?) has heterochromia, with one eye being a lime green and the other being a rich electric blue.Ā
āIf anyone sees this in the future- hi, Iām Asteria! Full name Asteria Conste, but I prefer being called by my first name. Im the Queen of the Beehive, and several other things but thatās not important. Right now, Iām in a⦠situation I never thought Iād be in.ā Asteria turns the camera around, revealing bright swirling colors, with seemingly no ground or sky. Just⦠colors.Ā
āI must admit- itās quite an eye sore. Havenāt figured out how to escape this one yet. Unlike all the others, this one isnāt very simple. And all that lime green, yuckā¦ā Asteriaās face is back in view, looking quite disgusted.Ā
āThatās⦠it for now. Maybe Iāll make more logs later. See you on the other side.ā]
[End of Log 1.]
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[Log 54: October 16(?)]
[It look like the inside of a house, specifically a kitchen. Asteria puts the camera down on the counter, facing her. She looks⦠unkempt. She eyes look a little duller than before, and her hair droops down by an inch. She rummages through the cupboards, searching for anything she can eat. Eventually, she finds some honey. A rare find. She takers the jar and the camera, and sits down at the table.
āI know Iāve said this before, but it feels odd seeing the inside of a humanās house. Iām either the size of a human right now, or these⦠places just shrunk down to my height.ā She slowly eats the honey, face blank of emotion.
āYou know, this reminds me of something. Somebug I knew went to jail for⦠reasons I wont say. They got released and I treated them to some honey.ā Asteria chuckles, eyes lighting up.Ā
āI even have a picture of it, but Iām pretty sure I lost it. I miss those times, no battles, no wars, no nothing.ā Her eyes darken, and her smile softens.Ā
āJust me and my friends. In the Hiveā¦ā
The now empty jar is placed on the table, making a loud crack sound. The force was hard enough to shake the table, tipping over a cup or two. Asteria grins, nothing like how she looked a minute ago.
āOh well! Enough reminiscing on the past, I have dimensions to explore!ā She picks up the camera, āSee you on the other side!ā]
[End of Log 54.]
Level 55: āYouāre a nerd.ā
Weiwei watched over Xiao Naiās shoulder, his laptop in front of him, code spilling out on screen.Ā Her textbook lying on her chest.Ā She should be studying for her last final of her senior year, but she was distracted by the man, webbing code quicker then most hackers.Ā Ā
āYou know for someone who is as popular and good looking as you are.Ā Youāre just another nerd.āĀ The thought came to her and without any hesitation it spilled out.Ā She watched Xiao Naiās finger stop, the code on screen ready for the next line.Ā Ā
āWhat did you say?āĀ His tone wasnāt mad, almost teasing.Ā Ā
āYouāre a nerd.ā She joked.Ā With that line, Xiao Nai shut his laptop, turning his attention to her.Ā The devilish smirk reaching all the way to his eyes.Ā He quickly scooped her up, textbook falling on the ground, before carrying her off to his bed.Ā Ā
āWhat are you doing?āĀ She laughed, kicking her feet.Ā Ā
āIām a nerd, so I think I need to study some more.āĀ He replied back, turning off the light.Ā Darkness sweeping over, except for the slim moonlight from his window.Ā Ā
āWhat are you studying?āĀ She felt the heat pool to her cheeks and throughout her body.Ā Ā
āYou.āĀ Ā
Masterlist
āStay awhile and listenā Pt.3: Chapter 1 complete
Chapter One of the seasonal quests is in the books. None of the quests offered much resistance and were almost completed by leveling and all that goes with it.
Kharnath is sitting around level 55 at this point, still wearing pretty mediocre gear. Switched to duel wielding for fury regen rather then damage and 2 or 3 legendary effects from items - The fan of knives proc from the shoulders is a personal favorite at this stage. While I was reading up on what the barbarian set from this seasonĀ āMight of the earthā does I decided to try stick with, and get comfortable with the skills associated with it - Fury builder, Fury dumper, Leap, Ground Stomp and maybe a shout depending on the gear I was using at the time.

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āThere are darknesses in life and there are lights, and you are one of the lights, the light of all lights.ā ā Bram Stoker, Dracula
The problem with using video games as a way of relieving stressed is that feeling when you do multiple quests at once.
So, thereās that bit in Skyrim, where you have to travel through Blackreach. And I hate dwemer ruins because the Falmer are the only things that legit scare me in game. But Blackreach is the fucking worst. Itās huge. And one of the side quests requires looking for 30 crimson nimroots. 30. And god forbid you miss one because youāll be combing the area for fucking ever because I DONāT WANT TO COME BACK DOWN HERE AGAIN.
Anyway, I go in, I complete the main quest, I get all the nimroots and I finally get out...only to realize, oh shit...thereās another quest that requires that stupid lexicon that I left in there and I donāt remember where the exit is because I fast travelled and there arenāt any saves from just after I got the last nimroot and--
...So yes, I had the choice of going through two dungeons again just to get back into Blackreach OR reload a quicksave where I only had 20 nimroots.
...This was supposed to be my stress relief. I could have just left it but the itch of unfinished quests eats away at me. Radiant and broken quests in the quest logs itch at my soul....
look what happened the other day!!