#lettersofadoll

i think my dad knows about my ed ? oh well ,, everytime he offers me food i either say yes take a few bites ,, say no and dont eat, or say yes and bring the food to my room.

and recently when ive been saying no to food hes been like "well𓈒𓈒 make sure u eat something𓈒" and last night i went to bring dinner upstairs and he was like

"no eat down here" and hewas looking at me consistently. like oh my god if he makes me gain weight i may just kill my self

im only less than 10lbs frm my gw and its like everyone has been like oh ur so pretty u dont need to lose weight

and then i js gotta stare at them bc i hate every inch of my current being ,, fuck losing weight i wanna change who i am i dont want people to recognize me anymore

ใ ͜ໃ ͜͝ ̣̣̥𝄂 ͜𝑖n𝑡𝑟𝑜 p𝑜𝑠𝑡 ᩧຼ๖֪֪֪◠⌒.

gen info : 🐾

name: Sisi ⼃ vanilla ⼃ nilla

prns: she ⼃ her ⼃ kitty ꒰+neos,,dm4꒱

age: 15! brn: July 14, 010'

gender: female :꒱

rls status: taken! 4⼃25⼃26 🧁

im a Vanilla fictionkin ! ddni pls <꒱

hm: @mias-memories mi sωeet grl

intrest !

hobbies: drawing, journaling, baking, cooking, crafting, journaling in my bible, youtube, making tiktoks, talking to my friends, smoking

music: ptv, jeff buckley, mcr, lana del ray, haywire 617, nirvana, lil peep, juicebox, radiohead, deftones, paramore, misfits, basement, the smashing pumpkins, the smiths, Foo fighters, title fight, superheaven, Type o negative, Korn, slipknot, sabaton, three days grace, limp bizkit, System of a down, pantera, pixies, chevelle, alice in chains, patd, fall out boy, dagames

shows: f is for family, pokemon, swat, the rookie, castle, law and order, criminal minds, regular show, big lez show, victorious, mlp, lalaloopsy, stranger things, jessie, sam and cat, icarly, the middle, adventure time, Bunk'd, shameless, 2 broke girls, big bang theory, full house, modern family

movies: the perks of being a wallflower, mid 90s, north Hollywood, thirteen, uptown girls, black swan, 10 things i hate about you, megan is missing, valerie and her week of wonders, speak, my babysitters a vampire, beautiful boy, 500 days of summer, to the bone, unfriended, mindscape, the schoolboy, mysterious skin, project x, the end of the f***ing world, jennifers body, freaky friday, brick, but im a cheerleader, pycho gothic lolita

games: poppys playtime (all chapters), yandere sim, minecraft, roblox, ddlc, class of 09, cooking mama, pokemon, animal crossing, crk

bfi !

i have mental issues ꒰bpd,adhd,etc!꒱ please be mindful,, thank you!

i try to be active but life gets hard sometimes! ꒰semi⼃mostly - active꒱

dni!! ꒰read꒱

transphobic, homophobic, racist, maga, facist, sexist, p3d0, 21+ (if weird), under 12, anti furry, anti therian, anti fictionkin, vanilla doubles, religion pushers, fandom hate culture, z00ph1les, pro/com/dark shippers, rcta, pro lifers, anti neo/xeo prns, pro trump, political pushers

tags!

asks ⼃ questions : #secretsofadoll

vents : #dollsorrows

age regression : #litldoll

rants : #lettersofadoll

fictionkin stuff : #vanilladoll

nsfw : #perverteddoll