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avera.ge joe -> mean j.*gags* nean i mmean mean joe. -> *wretches* nice joe . *wipes tears from eyes* -> nice joke *sniles* yeah, it is isnt it. please say it is i realy tried
i think 'The Golden Rule' is hand down the worst and most caustic truism i've had the immense displeasure of prying bits and fragments and pieces out of me of like a hollowpoint round shot squarely in the back of my head. its absurd how many times it's influenced me direct or indirect, its led me to some of the worst social decisions of my life and all i can do is be vigilant incase i see a thoughtpattern resembling it so i can tug at it and hope to wretch it out of me.
it turns out, as ive learned very harshly: the way you want to be treated is actually quite different from how others want to be treated. and you have to find out how they want to be treated.
mm that last art i did with the ui elements was all bullshit on the spot, but ive been evily trying to interperet what i put into actual anythings
The entire game would be set on a hundred-something hour timer. Once it's up, it's over. Maybe the magic animating you ran out, or the world ended. Either way, you get booted to the start (or if im evil all the files of the game try to delete themselves, but, you could just copy them...) The hundred hours counts down even when the game is closed.
You have to sort of sluggishly traverse over a large 3d overworld, trying to make it wherever you havta go. It'd all be pretty low poly, meant to give an impression rather than reality or so.. I think the UI would be more pulled back then, and whenever you find someone or something important you can interact with, the rest of the menus pull up and such. From there you get those same options as depicted, just now in front of some art I made for wherever you are. Thinking about it, I suppose that this is how ENA plays. But I havent played or seen much of it, so I dunnao.
I like that options spell out FIST.
Prior to that you can still interact with stuff for flavor text, of course.
Also, the combat system would be ripped straaaiiiight outta rpgmaker. I would try to do some twist on it, though. Maybe different art styles take and recieve different amounts of damage. IDK!
Maybe you could purchase or bargain with your time, maybe I'd make you wait. No way I could make it 100 hours naturally.. I dont want you to be able to gain any, though. Probably some check in place to see if the time ever goes up, and from there I destroy your game. Evil to mess with your computer time like that.
What might be funny is to take BLACK SOULS method of stat improvement by having you gain skills on death. Big time waster. I want you to be running out of time. I want you to fall asleep paranoid about the amount of time you have left.
Depending on how much I'd like to torture myself with scope creep, could have different characters to control as, I suppose that'd lock me into the world ending as your 100 hours... But different characters would necessitate different narration due to different inner thoughts, and different routes and all that bullshit. Maybe something to do as DLC or whatever. Pull some F/SN differing routes shit. Doesn't really matter, the longer I spend thinking about this the less likely anything will be made. Thats why my comic's been so stagnant too. I started thinking about what should happen. Now the ideas are all crystalized, stuck and unable to be put to image. Oh well! Might still try eventually, and it'll be so easy. Or so hard.
got arround to finishing ainsi soit je ,!! felt like it wasthe right time .. i reaaally liked it, overaul tgoughts it was a very very pretty album. just the songs showcased that in different ways.. skme felt like ripples in moonlight and swaying grass, oothers felt like porclain faceplates on massive sprawling machines i could never understand the innards of. and just normal hunan beauty too, shes quite pretty, more than just vocally
there was also a really funny sample on la ronde triste,, song would have been much better on a technical level without it, but i wouldnt be talking about it if it wwre missing, sooioooioooio
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last post about me because i really should stop doing it, despite how fun introspection is
(and despite my obsession with trying to open my chest as wide as i can to let myself be judged completely and truthfully, which in part is due to a misconception on an ideal communication form where both parties blithely try and be as true as possible. folly, as ive learned from past experiences.)
i go insane here so easily because i exist Online i only have heed in this place, this me, this one, its taxinomically unable to be exposed to the winds of the outside. thats for others. so the only electrodes i have are online ones. like those human brain cell cultures grown to play doom or whatever. its all i know. as such i put absurd amounts of importance on all these inconcequential signals because not only is online all i have, i am near totally incapable of reading normal social signals that would be online, so i am reduced to just these stimuli. i think its natural, really. its concrete, numerical, easy to read, the iconography of a heart allows me to implicitly associate it with being liked, with something being liked. its really not that serious, but when its your only blinking light in the dark its hard not to fixate on it. basically what im saying is this:
anyway, should be normal now. i dont think i told anybody at all about it, for not really any reason as far as i can tell, likely exasperated it pretty badly, ah well. mental health crisis are meant to be overcame through sheer will or whatever anyway. that isnt true dont believe it
first order of business, muting the konata blasts. i was going telltale-heart-style-insane over it from all the notifs on there but no other posts, for reasons afformentioned. anyway, thanks for reading all this (although i sort of doubt these thanks will reach anyone) , sorry for writing all those posts and polluting your dash with me
for the sake of myself, i'll say you dont have to like this post, so i can assume you're just following what i said to do. or maybe its just politeness to not like this type of post. thats probably what it is. i'll hope to believe it anyhow.
Okay, fine, I'll bite
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walking into congress and creating a political singularity by violating my own constitutional rights via headmates, which kills all of everyone of them instantanesuperfluously