#letstryitagain

So here I am yet again trying to start off the new year trying to live the healthy lifestyle. I really want to lose weight and become a fit person....Last year I was doing so good on my weight loss journey and lifestyle, but then family drama happened, then the depression came, and then finally my motivation diminished away. I was upset with myself letting my motivation go away and letting the drama and the depression consume myself. But when you have depression through you out your life, I swear it sucks your very soul out of your body, making you numb to the core of your well being. 

But sadly, I have cut some of these “family” members out of my life and I have completely moved to another state. So here is to 2016, the year where I finally live my dream of being fit and living a much healthier lifestyle. I seriously am ready for this because honestly, I am tired of hating my own body and I am tired of feeling uncomfortable in my own skin. I seriously have lost myself and I am ready for the journey to find myself again.