#lethal rambles

𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐘𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀

Kingdom AU ✸

School AU ✸

School AU pt.2 ✸

High At School - School AU ✸

Cheerleader S/O - School AU ✸

Fighting At School - School AU ✸

Spring Dance - School AU ✸

Songs that remind me of the creeps ✸

Songs that remind me of the creeps pt.2 ✸

Tim + Brian poly headcannons ☓ 𓆩♡𓆪

Scene S/O headcannons 𓆩♡𓆪 ✸

Finding you dead 🕷

Threatening suicide 🕷

Coming home to you singing/dancing 𓆩♡𓆪 ✸

Breaking up 🕷

Age regressing S/O ✸

S/O Who Loves Hello Kitty 𓆩♡𓆪 ✸

With A French S/O ✸

S/O on their period ✸

Vampire S/O ✸

With A Yandere reader ✸

S/O with BPD ✸

Ideal Type ✸

With a cannibal S/O ✸

S/O with angel wings ✸

S/O with a fat ass ✸ ☓

With a flirty S/O ✸ ☓

Finding out their S/O is pregnant ✸

𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐩𝐬:

Matchup 1 ✸

Matchup 2 ✸

Matchup 3 ✸

Matchup 4 ✸

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐞𝐬:

Proxies Receiving Nudes ☓

Poly Proxies ☓

Poly Proxies pt.2 ☓

Hunted by the proxies ☓

Jealous proxies ☓🕷

Proxies x Final Girl 🕷

Proxies x Final Girl - Slasher AU ✸

Sitting on the proxies lap 𓆩♡𓆪☓

With a secretly strong S/O ✸

With a hard rap loving S/O ✸

Meeting your family ✸

𝐭𝐢𝐦/𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐲:

Father figure Tim ✸ 𓆩♡𓆪

Father figure Tim pt.2 ✸ 𓆩♡𓆪

Father figure Tim pt.3 ✸ 𓆩♡𓆪

Cowboy father figure Tim ✸ 𓆩♡𓆪

Cowboy Tim ✸

NSFW alphabet ☓

Werewolf Tim ✸

Kinktober Day 10: Praise ☓

S/O who struggles with SH ✸🕷

𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧/𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞:

NSFW alphabet ☓

Woods ☓

Daddy Kink ☓

"𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐢" 𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐲:

Dark Headcannons ☓✸

Blood ☓

Subby Dom Toby ☓

Dating Toby ✸

Don't leave! 🕷

S/O With BPD ✸

Kinktober Day 7: Virginity ☓

Date Headcanons ✸

𝐱-𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐮𝐬:

General Headcannons ✸

NSFW Headcannons ☓

𝐛𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐝:

Historical dressed S/O ✸

𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤:

Somnophilia ☓

First Meal ☓

Two Faced S/O ✸

Make it Better ☓ 🕷

Soft Dom ☓

Underwear fetish ☓

Fluff 𓆩♡𓆪

Father EJ 𓆩♡𓆪

Kinktober Day 8: Breeding ☓

S/O who struggles with SH ✸ 🕷

𝐣𝐞𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫:

Kinktober Day 6: Dubcon ☓

Kinktober Day 6: Dubcon pt.2 ☓

𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤:

NSFW Headcannons ☓

NSFW Alphabet ☓

𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟑':

Day 6: Dubcon - Jeff The Killer ☓

Day 7: Virginity - "Ticci" Toby ☓

Day 8: Breeding - Eyeless Jack ☓

Day 10: Praise - Tim/Masky ☓

Day 13: Size Kink - Eyeless Jack ☓

Day 14: Orgasm Denial - Jeff The Killer ☓

𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧/𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓:

With a nice/sweet reader

ASKS ARE ALWAYS OPEN!!

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Picture of his grave, taken today, April 26th 2025.

1). Red Guitar - Waterparks

I mean... It's in the name for god's sake. But regardless if he wields a red guitar or not, the almost playful vibe of the song makes it hard not to associate the god particle with it.

2). Pet - A Perfect Circle

Dark and sensual. When the riff kicks in, it's as if I can see him jump to appear in front of me. This reminds me more of DS1 Higgs than DS2. The black and gold fits this song incredibly well. Especially the golden mask.

3). The Way You Like It - Adema

Raunchy. Idk. I honestly don't have a whole lot to say about this one. It's kinda sexy, kinda dirty. Just like him.

Also the line "They would always say I'd never be shit. But look at me now!" Is wayyyy too fitting.

4). PALAYE ROYALE -

Black Sheep

Massacre, The New American Dream

Fucking With My Head

Mister Devil

All of these just scream Higgs to me. I couldn't possibly pick just one... In my head he can be absolutely chaotic and loud. These songs just embody the image of him in my head. Loud, angry, demanding, and full of vengeance.

And personally, 'Fucking With My Head' almost reminds me of something Sam would play in regards to Higgs. Don't quote me on that if you're not into the whole Sam/Higgs deal though lol!

5). IF IT DOESN'T HURT - NOTHING MORE

I feel like this would be his mindset. "If it doesn't hurt at all, then it doesn't mean a thing." Tbh I feel like he would have a thing for pain if he could feel in that mechanical body. Regardless, this song is raw and emotional in a loud and desperate kind of way.

6). Army of Me - The Great Discord

Yes... I know this is a Björk song... But I like this cover better. And I think this fits the brooding aura Higgs has just perfectly. Damn does this song just scream marching into battle. Or at least that first meeting in DS1.

7). Love to Death - Mother Mother

Honestly, the only "reason" I have for this song being on the list is whimsy. What would Higgs be without whimsy? And that's exactly how this song feels. A little odd, a little out there, but still elegant. This was an odd pull, but when I made the connection, I just couldn't shake it.

8). Eating My Heart Out - Wind Walkers

Sorry if y'all don't like this. But this song could be such a Sam/Higgs anthem. Y'all just aren't ready for that conversation lmao. No other reason I attribute this to him but that!

9). Came Back Haunted - Nine Inch Nails

I love this song. Especially when Trent has that whispering section close to the end of the song. Honestly, I could pretend to hear Higgs (Troy) whispering in that portion and it made me smile. "Thank you Trent Reznor!" we all say in unison.

But also lyrically, it feels like Higgs had just came back from the beach. Take a read through and tell me what you think on this one!

10). Pretty Handsome Awkward - The Used

Soooo... My boyfriend suggested this and I practically kicked myself saying "I should've thought of this one!!". Realistically the lyrics have nothing to do with this. Just the overall vibe is perfect for our god particle.

Also! One little extra one for you. I've been thinking of writing a short fic with Higgs with the song 'Annulment' by Head Automatica in mind.

Again, obviously there's soooo many more songs in my head that I could attribute to Higgs. But these are just the few I felt really stuck out. I hope you enjoyed this!

My ask box and messages are always open if you have songs to submit yourself or you'd even just like to chat! <3