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@lethabelas​ SAID: “   don’t  beat  yourself  up  over  this .   be  kind  to   yourself ,   it’s  not  your  fault .   ” HURT / COMFORT ( 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. )

Slowly his head shakes, rubbing his face with hands that end in bony fingers covered in countless tiny cuts. When he takes them away they reveal a humourless smile.  “ Please don’t say that.  It’s hardly that I want to place too much importance on myself... “  Now he must laugh but it’s equally devoid of joy.  “ To think that for the majority of my life I just wanted to be  left alone...  Then I placed a bomb in the chantry of Kirkwall and sent it all to the heavens. You are welcome to twist this as you wish but that was the start of that war. At least one of the many that’s going on at the moment. I know, Corypheus would have happened regardless, but I sure made it easier for him. The Conclave happened because of the mage rebellion. “

THE INQUISITOR ENTERS AT A PRIVATE TIME.        hawke stands over his wash basin, sponging down some much from his weary figure.  luckily he was wearing his nightly trousers, not that he intended on sleeping.

❝ do the dalish not knock? ❞         calls he, standing to full, impressive height, cloth slapping into the bowl as he drops it.     in the candlelight, the damage done to his body has nowhere to hide.    the wrinkled, light skin of the arm the fire had mauled shimmers in it, & he glances at it as he wipes his hands dry.  ❝ what bothers you to come to me so late? not here to brood at me, are you? people always seem to come to me to brood. ❞ 

tensions  thrums  through  her  head,  a  stinging  sort  of  headache  that  has  not  CEASED  in  years.  not  since  before  the  conclave.  hand  passes  over  tired  face  and  esyllt  squints  in  the  waning  candlelight  at  the  map  before  her.  movement  of  agents  of  fen’harel  in  the  dales;  she  will  have  to  go  out  there,  too,  though  she  does  little  fighting  these  days.  leave  it  to  the  soldiers.  the  door  CREAKS  on  its  hinges  and  she  spins,  quick  on  her  feet  despite  the  ringing  in  her  ears  -  MAKER  KNOWS  who  she  can  trust  in  skyhold,  these  days.  “  -  any  word?”

“ Do you ever have any  regrets?  Maybe the chance to  fix a mistake?  Make things right again? “

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