#lessonlearnt

So, in case you didn’t get the gif of the title, I have three children, I’m a stay at home mum, my house - no matter how much I continue to clean, is just never clean! My children are at the ages now where all they want to do is fight, complain and whinge. My life is pretty normal for a stay at home mum I guess, but when do you know it’s time for a change?

So for the first time today I stupidly injected way too much for the amount of carbs I was going to eat for breakfast.

I woke up with fasting blood sugar of 200 mg/dl (11.1 mmol/L to the rest of world) so I injected... but I didn't eat quick enough and didn’t eat nearly enough to counter balance.  Lately I just haven’t been as hungry as I normally am and I’m putting it down to how bloody hot and humid it is at the moment in Dubai.

So anyway, my stupidity cost me my focus at work for the half of the day until I could get a grip of myself again which wasn’t until well after my lunch time. It just felt like I was walking against an invisible weight. So heavy. So exhausting.

I couldn’t wait to get home and relax and get my shit together to do it all over again tomorrow.