I'm posting this because i need to get over the fact that I will, and do, have bad rides sometimes. I can't get down on myself every time I mess up, or have a bad day, so I have to be comfortable with other people knowing I have bad days. These are videos from part of my lesson today on Lenny, and after this we did another course, and I had a full on panic attack because I couldn't find my distances and i was just riding crap. This is just a reminder that we all have bad days, and that it is 100% OKAY. I've only jumped him 5 times so I'm bound to make mistakes!! And I have to learn not to beat myself up too badly every time I fuck up.