#less lost ... thread !

having had to find time for waterbomb had honestly been quite difficult, but noel desperately wanted to go, in the end finding time for it. last year he’d seen people perform on stage, thinking maybe that would be him one day, now he feels one step closer to that dream. it’s not just fun, but noel feels like he’s learning too, watching all these performance he sees how people dance and sing differently.

for some reason, noel couldn’t help but remain nervous whenever they were backstage for music shows. he figured when they debuted he was so nervous because it all was new, now he had tried it and was still nervous. he couldn’t understand why, why he fiddled with the end of his shirt, why his heart beat a little faster. he was enjoying being an idol though, and he figured, eventually he wouldn’t be nervous before going out to perform on music shows.

noel was nervous for some reason, and he honestly couldn’t understand why. they’d been on so many music shows by now, both for their debut and comeback, and yet noel felt a nervous feeling whenever they were about to perform on a music show. he didn’t feel the same when they performed for music festivals and such, but maybe the reason for that was that there’s a prize at the end of music shows, not that he’s entirely sure how much their performance determines whether they’ll win or not.

honestly, noel hadn’t expected to be this nervous once he debuted, with so much hard practice under his belt, he figured he wouldn’t be nervous to stand on stage ever. but for the music shows for their debut he’d been nervous like hell. figuring that he had already been on music shows for his debut, he figured he wouldn’t be nervous for their first comeback, once again he was wrong.

there was so much going on now that noel had debuted, his schedule hadn’t gotten the slightest bit slower or empty, it was practice after practice, and then they had other stuff than practice to do as well. noel was enjoying it all, having fun with dancing this much, and though the fansigns had slowed down, they still had time to interact with fans, like at music festivals.

noel honestly hadn’t been prepared for how busy idol life would be. noel had always been busy basically, used to handle multiple jobs while being a student, then handling multiple jobs while being a trainee. once he joined project green, he quit his jobs to focus solely on debuting, figuring, hey, no more work i’ll finally be less busy, that wasn’t the case, and it especially wasn’t the case once he debuted. it was schedule after schedule, and noel felt like he rarely got any breaks.

it was fun though, it was fun performing on stage and interacting with fans, and noel was truly happy he had gotten to debut. and while he has a short break, he heads down to a café to grab something to drink and eat. he’s wearing his cap and his facemask like usual, not that he gets recognized that much, it’s more so just become a habit. 

truthfully noel didn’t know a lot about fansigns before actually becoming an idol. considering he was an idol now, he knew weirdly little about the idol world, he’d been asking his k-pop obsessed sister a lot of questions lately. noel mainly became an idol to dance, but it was fun interacting with fans, but damn was there a lot of fansigns. for some reason trainee noel thought he’d be able to remember the name and faces of every fan he met, now he’s not so sure, even though he’s good at remembering names and faces, he’s struggling like hell right now. 

they’re taking a break from the whole ‘sitting down and talking and signing’ and now the members are interacting while fans yell questions here and there. spotting kian ( @kianbe ) standing alone, noel finds his way over to the other, not without grabbing something first of course. he sneaks up on the other before placing a tiara on the other’s head that some fan gave noel and asked him to pose with.

well truthfully, noel had been surprised when he was let known he would be a judge for a talent show. noel had been above busy for this month, every day packed with something new, whether it was promotions or practice. noel truly found himself a bit tired for the talent show, but he had promised not to let that be shown. he’s considered drinking coffee to be more energized, but with his great hate for coffee he ended up with an energy drink instead, that too he hadn’t had in a while.