#leronde

i still responded out bad judgement but seriously hon don't worry, i'm not even that upset about it i'm just like ewe my god this kid is tryin SUPER HARD to sound righteous as fuck

2. A game that has influenced you creatively? Writing, drawing, etc.

tales of xillia/2. it’s what got me into writing again and i still haven’t stopped since its english release. like i legit just wrote yesterday. i also rp like…….. the whole cast….. but i’ve never loved rping a character more than alvin. (Created on 2013-08-28, 1,507 comments posted )

8. Rarest/Most expensive game in your collection?

it used to be fire emblem: path of radiance but i sold it when we really needed money…. T_T i’m not sure what it’d be now… looking on ebay, harvest moon 64 is $50 or more so i’ll go with that.

13. A game you’ve never played that everyone else has?

ocarina of time. and i call myself a zelda fan.

21. Game that you didn’t like or understand as a kid but love now?

when i was younger i played majora’s mask religiously, but i never understood how to play it or how dark it was. i dicked around clock town all day, chased the mailman, followed anju (and eventually discovered the anju and kafei sidequest, although i never could finish it), etc. i LOVED the game but it took me ages to even get to woodfall and when i finished that temple i never really progressed. i have very fond memories of majora’s mask, though.

23. The game that you’ve logged the most hours into?

99% sure it’s harvest moon 64.

38. A game you’re ashamed to admit that you like?

i think we ALL know the answer to this one… stares at url (but like is an EXTREMELY strong word)

41. A genre that you just can’t get into?

this was rethi-levels of cruel thanks so much

this is the best compliment i’ve ever received

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brb sobbing

look this is payback for every miserable fic you’ve written

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CUTE…

YOU’RE cute

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I LOVE IT OMG ;__; my precious sons… this is so good… thank you for writing such a sweet doc ☺️���� also lmao at nagisa who can’t stop being a hoe for five minutes smdh

“I don’t want you to go.” Retoree’s glasses are already getting fogged up, damn it, she wasn’t supposed to be crying already--

“I have to go,” Cyan says with a sad smile. “I’m sorry, Retoree. I have to.”

Retoree’s chest tightens. Her heart feels like it’s actually shattering. So this is what it’s like to fall in love, she thinks. So this is how much it hurts. Maybe she can write a song about it. Maybe it’ll become a hit and Plasmagica will rise to the top and it won’t matter because Cyan isn’t there with them and right now, all she wants is Cyan.

“Retoree...” Cyan starts again, tentatively reaching out to remove her glasses before brushing her tears away with her thumb. Retoree sniffles. Embarrassing. She’s so embarrassing, she’s so stupid, she hates this, she hates Cyan because Cyan is leaving, Cyan is leaving her and--

Retoree has never loved anybody so much. Everything in her body aches with how much she loves Cyan, how hard and fast she fell. And it only got worse, and now, now Cyan is leaving and she’ll never see Cyan again.

“Please,” Retoree sobs. She doesn’t know what she’s asking for. “Please,” she repeats, hanging her head, ashamed. She didn’t want Cyan to see her like this. She didn’t want this to be Cyan’s last impression.

Cyan cups Retoree’s tear-stained cheek, tilts her head, and kisses her. Soft, gentle, sweet, and more tears well up in Retoree’s eyes as she returns it, wrapping her arms around Cyan’s neck and leaning into her. Maybe if she holds on, Cyan will stay.

“Retoree, I have to go,” Cyan whispers when they break the kiss. When did Cyan start crying, too? “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’ll... I’ll treasure the time we spent together forever and ever. Midi City and Plasmagica are important to me, but... it’s different with you.”

It’s as close to an actual confession as they’ll ever get.

Retoree nods slowly, swiping the last of her tears away, and buries her head in Cyan’s shoulder, body trembling. She doesn’t know how long they stay like that, holding each other and crying only to stop and then start weeping all over again.

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chels: *hugs me from behind*

me: *turns around and hugs her back*

ffx: *to zanarkand starts playing*