"i feel so alienated from the community rn"
Why do you feel alienated from the community rn? Is it because you expressed an unpopular opinion and are now facing backlash?
im assuming it's something about tyzula/azula
tbh idk why i feel like this. im going through a lot rn because of my bpd and i'm very sensitive. plus my intrusive/worring thoughts keep telling me, "ohgod everyone hates you and everyone wont want to be your friend and-" etc
i'm on the autism spectrum and once i got back into atla i realized how much i have in common with azula and she ended up turning into my hyperfixtation. and ty lee obviously. ik a lot of people probably think im silly for taking her character so seriously, but she means SO much to me. so i do my best to fight for what i believe solely because i don't want newer fans/people to see the bullshit ppl are spreading.
it's not that i care about what people are saying about me per say. it's mostly about what people will THINK of me after seeing what people have to say. especially because of my tone issues my brain will go ham with over worrying thoughts. even with this ask i dont know if its hate or not. which i feel is sad and im mad at myself for. i shouldn't be but thats a whole other can of worms.
ik i just started building a platform (if you'd even call it that idk) and making a few mutuals; i do have issues making friends irl because im too "silly goofy" (is what my coworkers call my autism traits) for my coworkers or people around me. so having friendships online do mean a lot to me. even seeing a mutual responding to my post or liking a post i made has me giggling and kicking my feet.
i appreciate this ask if it was kind hearted. im sure it is. im just too "silly goofy" to understand it.