So I kinda got back into watching death note? I mean I wached it. After having a couple of months of break. I watched like 20 episodes in half a day. How long even is that..? 20 x 20... like 6 hours? No... I mean if was 18 and a half to be exact- don't ask me why I leaved in half of an episode for months. So 375- it was 6 and ¼ of an hour
...I feel weird I think, why did I even feel the need to count that in my head if I had a calculator so near in the phone I'm writing in? Why the fuck am I talking to myself on tumblr? ...yk I'm not really a thinking type either, I just know something inside even if I feel like my insides are behind a huge wall. Hmmm.. guess I'm again just taking what is near me as my own- ohhh the word near now feels wrong. I don't even know what I think about the show, my thoughts are my feelings and I as always just lack those... I really wonder why that is. It happens right when I have a trace- and yet-!
...I'm just condemed to inaction, ain't I?
And yet whatever happens I always try, even if all those tries are is waiting in hope. Because truth is I'll never find an answer alone and all I've ever known is alone.