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Hi PS, I hope you are well and things are getting better (if not hang in there they will :) Just wanted to let you know that I have linked two of your stories on my recommendations page, I have linked Wattpad pages, if you prefer tumblr links instead let me know :) Have a good day!
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Oh my goodness!! Itās honestly so amazing that you even thought of including me on your page!! Iām not going to be precious about where those links lead! Thank you so0o0o much, Iām just so overwhelmed right now. Youāre so kind.Ā
Uggh, Iāve lost all my words. Just. Thank you! It means a lot.
Dearest S, happy happy blogversary! nothing to ask just keep creating your fabulous work with your wonderful self. You make this corner of the internet something to look forward to! and a warm welcoming place where people can be themselves and unwind. Sending lots of love and best wishes your way š¤
Dearest Leila,Ā
Thank you so so so much. This love means everything and I am so fortunate to have met you. I am sending back all the love with some extra hugs.Ā
Thatās all this blog is about :) Thank you love.
From @leila1: Yeah i absolutely hated how Payal and Akash were so detached from the whole situation...it could be like a role reversal where they help their siblings just like they helped them. I understand Anrav has alot on his plate but I wish just like he decided to talk to Shyam he could have tried to ask her and then decide whatever he wanted even if it meant not believing a word of hers.Ā
But I see your point, he was infatuated with her, had JUST started believing in love and accepted it to himself, this must have have been like slap in the face. But it would be nice to have a moment between Anjali and Nani where they say "ke kuch to hua hoga to humein nahi pata" ...and maybe they did and I missed it lol. But then again Arnav has all these layers to him that its hard to pick a side I guess,
Three Perspectives, One Perception
I have spent countless number of nights wondering why Arnav never went to Khushi to ask for the truth. He loved her - we all saw it, we saw the infinite Rabba Veās and the soul shattering stares. She is his soulmate and everything - we know it because we have been a part of their story from the very start.Ā
Kind of like Devi Maiya, we know their story is predestined because we saw what they didnāt. Be it all the omens, the foreshadowing, subtext, etc.Ā
But when Arnav goes to Shyam instead of Khushi - I felt betrayed by Arnav! How could he, how dare he! But then we have to take back and see this story from Arnavās eyes.Ā
Who Shyam is for Arnav - a father figure, a confidante and his dearest sisterās husband. He who keeps the family together, the reason for the Raizadaās smile, much like Khushi.Ā
Shyam, as a seasoned lawyer - does not deny what Arnav has seen. Rather, asks Arnav how much he knows to learn how much to reveal. We all believe a villain when he claims his crimes as opposed to one who pleads innocence. Itās only to his benefit that Arnav ends up baring all his thoughts and confusions to Shyam. Shyam knows thereās no saving his character, but a man as vengeful as him realizes thereās no need to save Khushiās either.Ā
Arnav thinks heās threatening Shyam - and he is, as long as heās stating facts. But the minute he throws away his assumptions to Shyam - he has lost a battle even before it begun. Shyam confirms the affair and Arnav probably does not have the strength to hear it again from Khushi. What he has seen has killed him a bit already. If Shyam couldāve pulled wool for over three years, if his father could deceive his mother for several years, why couldnāt Khushi do the same for a few months? He loves her, which is exactly why he couldnāt ask the truth from her. He was afraid of what heād listen to.
Khushi has no idea that her character has been assassinated in this process. Trained very much like the rest of Indian women - she does not tell anyone sheās been harassed or how Shyam has stalked her all along. If she had told it to anyone, things might have been very different. It only highlights how silence is never an option. She struggles between preserving Anjaliās marital life and her own trauma.Ā
Yet she smiles at the thought of Arnav because thereās no chance - in her head - that he would misunderstand her. Why? Because Khushi has the fault of seeing people in the capability of seeing herself. She knows she has a character, she can never imagine the conclusion Arnav comes to. She knows she wouldnāt betray a marriage, she cannot believe that Shyam had stalked her all along.Ā
Anjali & Nani
Yeah, more than theĀ āoh the house pride is goneā it wouldāve been interesting if the two women sat and thought why in the world would Arnav elope with Khushi when they were already planning their wedding? I often wonder what answer Arnav/Khushi would have to give if that was the question thrown at them.
Itās like stealing food when you have a buffet laid out in your honor. Did they really frighten Arnav with the possibility that theyāre getting Khushi married to NK? Which would highlight that jealousy is terrible when it comes toĀ matchmaking!Ā
Itās like literally no one would have a problem with their relationship either way and itās a bit odd that no one communicates that to either Arnav or Khushi. Instead they pretty much harp on the values of sindoor and mangalsutra and Iām like thatās not really going to give an answer nor motivation!Ā
They probably think they eloped because Arnav/Khushi might have crossed boundaries in their relationship. But I think most of this track is really focused onĀ āmaanāĀ āmaryadaāĀ āsamaajāĀ āriti riwaaz ka ulanghanā and to an extent I can see why they see things that way.Ā
ALSO WHERE IS MAMA JI? He eloped and married as well - this wouldāve been a perfect time for Mama and Arnav to have a talk!Ā
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Hello hello! Not an ask just came here to let you know I have started reading Perfectly Flawed and the layering of emotions, story and characterization is beautiful! I have read till chapter 5 and I absolutely love the scene between the siblings! Im in awe ā¤
Dearest Leila,Ā
I am so humbled by the fact that you took it twice to convey your appreciation for my story. I donāt have words, I know I write a lot to say that but seriously apart from saying a thousand thanks I donāt know what else to write.
Itās people like you that make writing worth all the effort it takes.Ā
Received this in my inbox, so thought of forwarding it to you. "For being so nice and cute, copy this to ten other bloggers that you think are wonderful. keep the game going and make others feel beautiful" ⦠Thank you for your amazing content and friendship <3
Hello sweet thing :) Wanted to make a gif request (IF you arent swamped with them which I am assuming you are hehe) Would you be able to make a set that shows Arnav in a range of emotions (sort of like 50 shades of Arnav HAHA) upset, happy, funny etc Thank you for all the hard work and amazing content you keep showering us with! as always you can completely ignore this request lol š¤š¤š¤
Dearest Leila,Ā
Trust you to say the sweetest things to warm my little heart! Iāll try a set of 10 gifs that shows my fav smiles/cries/laughs/screams of our dearest Arnav Singh Raizada? How does that sound?Ā
Ah I know what that 50 shades reference means (naughty bachi!)
Thank you for always taking time to send a note of appreciation,Ā