#leila things

@exgladixtor

…And never let go?

I know I’m Superwoman, I know I’m strong I know I’ve got this ‘cause I’ve had it all along I’m phenomenal and I’m enough I don’t need you to tell me who to be

Can someone just hold me? Don’t fix me, don’t try to change a thing Can someone just know me? 'Cause underneath, I’m broken and it’s beautiful

@agriosanemos

For the little redhead.

TENDERNESS

You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behavior, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathize. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.

EXHIBITIONISM

There’s a strand in your nature which loves making an impression – perhaps with your clothes, or conversation, or in a self-revealing blog or a novel. You like to dramatize yourself, to pose as a unique, perhaps mysterious person, to joke or exaggerate your part in adventures. Though you might more than once have been called a show off, it is actually a generous tendency: you want to please and entertain others. It could be the start of good teaching and leadership.

(wasn’t sure I agreed with this part till I read it all the way through, she really does just want everyone to be happy and with her personality yeah...I can see how others would take that as showing off...)

RESILIENCE

You have a tendency, after a setback, to turn your emotions towards restriving. What attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by resumed action – overcoming weakness, repressing your fear. Because part of your motive is pride, you can sometimes be unwilling to admit weakness or to receive aid. But at heart, tour insistence on coming back and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism: you know that important journeys are never easy.

For my little blonde

SHYNESS

Part of you is gripped by the fear that you’ll launch into something and completely mess it up. The upside of this is wise caution: people are indeed often too rash, whereas you know, by instinct, that holding back can save you. Probably, you feel shame and self-disgust a bit too much. But when you do feel in your element, you act with a wisdom and sensitivity never found in people with thicker skins.

ORDERLINESS

You love it when everything is neat and tidy: when there is a proper way of doing things, and you can tick things off the to-do list and know where everything is. So others, at times, are to you unbearably sloppy and messy. And you run into things that can’t be ordered (a child, a partner, a colleague at work) which drives you slightly nuts. But your desire for order is a good one when it is focussed where it is needed and when you’re okay with a bit of mess.

PLAYFULNESS

Dear Lux,

We are yet unsure what the results of last night were, we are hoping our solution works.  Haylee had many suggestions but the most viable one was to try and build a shield of some type.  Closing the portal in any way could possibly end his...current existence.  He seemed not as feral after we finished so that I suppose is a good thing.

Leila snuggled into her bed, hair now free of tangles thanks to Haylee’s gentle brushing and her hand healed just leaving a faint scar of teething marks on it.  Upon returning to the Canyon Haylee had gone with her as she checked the stones and replaced them quickly to give them a bit more time than before. Haylee had set wards around her room to strengthen Leila's own wards so that she might be able to get a decent nights rest which they were both going to need.  She was glad she had been able to connect with Haylee, if anyone knew how to get rid of piggybackers it was her.  Settling down into the bed she wrote a quick note to Lux appraising her of the situation before sending it off with a clone and then closing her eyes and focusing on sleep.

“Lux,

I have a friend with me in the Canyon who might be able to assist us.  I know you are busy, do you wish to be there with us when we attempt this or should be just proceed without you?  I will do as much as I can to try and help your friend.”

Lyssa bless you.