#leiiaisms

leiiaisms >>>> generoyal

Submitted by Anon

He’d hoped that finally saying it would break the last tie. I don’t love you. The sentiment had felt more and more true to him as years went on. Yet now, instead, all he could feel was the rush of cold blue, the way the force around his mother seemed to wilt. Good. That slithering voice in his mind as always reminded him of what he’d expected to feel. But he was frustrated–and afraid. When he was young, he hadnt been aware that the warmth and comfort and her force had been what muffled his coldest fear–his blackest hatred. With his uncle he’d thought the darkness surrounding him had been his anger at being abandoned…. But now he couldn’t be so sure. Now that he realized what cutting her off might really mean. He realized that unlike Han Solo, he could not look her in the eye. “Then you’re blind. Your son died years ago. He’s never coming back to you.” As if to prove a point he turned his back, not sure if he should desperately grip at the whispers in his mind or the weakening connection between them; a connection he knew they could both feel almost physically. “Give up on him. I meant what I said.”

“Let me go….LET ME GO!” he wriggled in his mothers grip, still not willing to take the medicineout of free will, but when it slippedpast his mouth he couldn’t do anythingelse than swallow it down. “I hate you..” 

“Fuck, Leia…” He groaned and tried to roll away.

@leiiaisms

💔 Non-existent💗 Very low💗💗 A little💗💗💗 Hopeful💗💗💗💗 High💗💗💗💗💗 Maximum

              anything. I think I’ve just made it worse. ”