#leehowonnie

he didnt even catch my eye at first in the chaser i had a rly bad sorta prejudice for visuals in groups in fact i thought someone like woohyun or sungyeol would be my bias but for the 1st year with ifnt i didnt have a bias

the 2nd year man in love teasers came out and i was watching sufbb n i just rly have this thing w/ boys n guitars but when he sang love u like u i jsutt t .. oh gmyg god his voice was so nice to hear. it took that song, a solo, a fancam, and an mv appearance to make him be my ultimate

i might be a certified ifnt loving fuck but i always watch myungsoo and i anticipate his parts so much even if they were a little short then. his voice cracks make me laugh but i know he was trying hard

i wasnt much a photographer its more of a side hobby and it was his too, when i saw his photobook release i was so proud bc he always said its what he wanted to do and i looked up the bits he wrote in the photobook, in fact i have his 2nd photobook, and he just rly inspired me to pick up the camera again (i still have yet to make a sideblog but i wrote bits too about the pictures) it always comes out so beautiful and i rly love his style of taking pictures

watching his voice improve in just a little over a year , i really love it he improved so much bc he wants to prove that hes more than just a face for the group, his looks arent the only asset that he has. i almost cried reading his interview before his solo stage for the summer concert he really really wants to prove to people hes an important member too but for reasons that makes him just as talented as the rest of his members. he wants to be told that he sings well or that he dances well, not just be told hes handsome but since he hasnt received such a comment yet hes working extra hard to receive that comment and have it ring in his ears

people have their opinions but it really hurts to see that people think he’s not a valuable member or hes not that handsome (but looks are pretty subjective so i let those ones slide), that hes useless or easily forgettable and if it hurts to hear it i dont ever want him knowing this but he probably already knows it anyway and it hurts even more with this possible fact so i drink mm y tea sadly 

60. Ballads, or up-beat songs?wow that’s kinda hard i really love both but i’ll settle with upbeat hehe