#learninggg

thoughhhh the last thing I want to do is nap or snack...

Patience! Patience!

What fucked me over last time?

> RUSH / overly ambitious

> Reckless speed vs initiated/pre-/akt effective speed

> assumed college crash out method works if you're smart enough (staying up 3 nights with only coffee to finish a project only = the genius in a fkg movie. unfortunately. I'd love to have my crazy scientist/sherlock/house MD eureka after a serendipitous bender or skydiving or generally Going Too Far, however!)

> not respecting that information storage in the brain is biological (knowing vs doing: "What advice would I give to not-me, HM?") and the idea of Eureka! doesn't come from breaking limits.

! It's actually about switching thought modes & activities that allow for "creative" random abstraction & unfiltered experience that result in suddenly RECOGNIZING or REMEMBERING connections !

tl;dr

Human Meat Machine will not endlessly negotiate with An Indomitable Spirit.

Uh...attempt time blocking? or Make Effort to End Task & Initiate with absolute conditions.

> STATUS....?

ON TASK / FOOD+w.m. / ACTIVE RST+CLR / SLEEP / HEALTH*gen / EXT CONT-ne~

(crit! or bonus++

if:NAT

+12¿sosh / +6?air*nososh / +4?create

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