Anakin Skywalker Imagine - ANGST/FLUFF
Warnings: Sad to cute, slight panic attack, heartbreak, not for weak hearts, rejection, comforting, tears, negative thoughts/feelings, cute by the end π
Anakin x (Fem) reader β₯οΈ
Anakinβs breath was shaken as he stood by Padmeβs open bedroom door, the small basket in his hands slowly falling from his hands and smashing on the cold floor, with a harsh hit. The chocolate, flowers and cute bear all becoming nothing but a distraction to Padme and her boyfriend, which Anakin had no clue about. He had planned to confess to her but instead found his worst nightmare, his love with someone else.
This was not what he had expected, even if hot tears flooded his pale face he hurried the things in his arms and apologised for disturbing them. Holding the now broken items in his shaking hands as he rushed down the corridor into his room, throwing them on the floor, sitting down by his bed, his back pressed against the bed frame as he let his emotions feel the room with sniffles and sobs.
The work felt dull and dark to Anakin as he cried his heart out, not sure what to do next. He wasnβt even aware of the door creaking open, soft footsteps wandering into his bedroom.
βA-Anakin..?β A familiar voice called
He snapped out of his gaze and looked up with teary eyes, his Masterβs best friend, Y/N standing in front of him, kneeling before him and gently holding his face, trying to wipe away his tears as she lets out a sad sigh. Pulling him into her embrace, gently rubbing his back.
Anakin couldnβt help but fall into the Jedi, Masterβs arms, enjoying the warmth around his shivering body, with the sharp pain in his chest fading away as if it was never there. She soon noticed his voice silence and she sat back looking around at the chocolate box crushed and the flowers that are now torn up, the small bear sitting sadly in the corner of his room. Getting the idea of the situation.
βPadme correct?β Her soft voice asked
βY-Yes.. I. I wanted to tell her how I felt bu-but she-β he tried to say without crying
βNo itβs okay. I can feel from your emotions what happened. Iβm sorry Anakin. You deserve the worldβ she fake smiles as she stands up.
Walking around grabbing all the things he had displaced on his bedroom floor, putting the flowers in the bin and sitting down with the box of chocolates, opening it up and grabbing one of the few that wasnβt broken, offering it to Anakin.
He felt wrong to eat it, he felt like he wasnβt worthy of anything and tears filled his eyes again, her grabbed the chocolates from her hands and put them down on his side table. He had no words and just couldnβt speak anymore, but she understood and cupped his face looking at his droopy expression, not a single sparkle left in his eyes as he looked down, his blue eyes, no longer glowing like she loved to see, it was her worst nightmare.
βAnakin. Look at me.β She said in a stern tone
βAnakin youβre so Important to me and I will not sit here and feel these emotions from you. Youβre so special, you should never have gone through this heart break. I promised to protect you and I feel like a fool now that I have stumbled into your room to see you so heartbroken, Iβm sorry she hurt you like this, you should have been treasured and showered with kisses by how cute those gifts were. If I were Padme I would have fallen to my feet and hugged you within seconds. Youβre so sweet Anakin and I will stay with you until you want to talk. I will never force you to do anything, alright? I promise you.β She smiles.
Anakin sat in shock, his body warming up, his cheeks burning for a moment, his heart melting at her sugary words. A glow finally shining in her favourite pair of eyes once more. He let out a small chuckle as he looked back at the chocolate and grabbed it, stuffing some in his mouth and passing her some. He didnβt want to speak yet but this was all she wanted, a sigh that he was okay and here it was, finally his familiar smile beaming in front of her.
She watched his every movement, from the way his two fingers lifted the chocolate up so delicately, to his pink tongue licking anything left on his lips, she wanted to make sure he had no signs left of a hidden pain. She wanted to make sure he was safe and forgetting about before.
βThank you Y/N. Iβm thankful to have you by my side all the timeβ he hummed as he gulped down the last chocolate.
She happily nodded as she moved some hair out of his face and smiled at him, grabbing the empty box and placing it in the bin. She noticed him suddenly standing up with the small, polar bear plushie in his hands and passed it to her. Her hands hesitating to even grab it. Eventually giving in and holding the fluffy object in her hands.
βYou can have this. You have a warm heart and will most likely cherish it more than anyone Iβve ever met hereβ he laughed making her grin
βThank you, Anakin.β She nodded and hugged the bear against her chest.
Anakinβs eyes gliding from the bear in her arms to her eyes, a gentle and sweet smile peeking up on his lips. He pulled her into one, last hug before sitting upon his bed, gesturing for her to join him. She sat beside the larger figure and froze as he laid his head on her shoulder, his glove, covered hand holding onto her right hand. She could feel his metal hand and melted at his sudden soft side, she felt happy that he was comfortable enough to let her hold and keep on of his biggest insecurities, one of her favourite things.
She loves each and every scar and insecurity his has, she adored every part of him. Not wanting him to hate anything about himself. She loved all of him and wished only for him to be happy.
Her free hand raising up and playing with his soft hair, gently rubbing it to help him relax. She knew how much her loved head rubs and she didnβt hesitate to give him them in times like this. An idea popping into her mind. She sat up and removed his glove, holding his robotic-like hand. Looking at the details and placing a soft kiss on it. She could feel Anakin raise his head. His stare looking right into her like she was glass.
βYou should rest Anakin. Obi Wan will be worried if you have not slept. I will let you have a good nights sleep. If you need anything you know where my room isβ she smiled and stood up, his robotic hand gripping onto her rest
βMaster. Please stay.β He frowned
She knew if wasnβt right and shook her head. But remembered what happened before, her heart aching and her breath hitching. She let out a deep breath and removed her heavy robe, only in comfy clothing laying down on his bed.
βFine. But only if you promise me you will sleep wellβ she sighs
βThank you Y/N, I promiseβ he cheekily smiled as she lays beside her.
They chatted until she passed out on his chest, her familiar smell bring him comfort in an odd way. He looked up at the roof wishing she was the one he gave those gifts too. Playing with her hair as he just smiled it off and fell asleep with her close to him. The pair were complicated but it was only the start of a new romance, even if they both didnβt know it yet.
