#leafyisback

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Disclaimer: swearing, selfharm, suicide threat 🌮 (I couldn’t find a danger thing so have a hecking taco)

Suicide isn’t funny. If you even feel down, you can talk to an adult or friends!

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To be honest, you’ve never been suicidal. You’ve never hurt yourself on purpose, but someone had to go and fuck it all up didnt they? You’ve had your sad moments, sure. But it usually went away within a couple of days, why did it all have to change? You made the stupid mistake of trusting someone bad, your friends tried to warn you but you didn’t listen to them, if you did you wouldn’t be here....

Your POV:

I sighed loudly, looking out the window to see the terrible weather, it was raining pretty bad. My phone pinged, making me look at it.

Texting::

Cal ✨: yooo, you alright?

You: yeah, fine. Why??

Cal ✨: i know what he did to you must of hurt, im sorry

You: it’s alright, things like that happen. Anyways gtg

I shut of your phone just as he text. I didn’t need distractions right now. I rubbed my arm, feeling my fresh cuts and old scars. I hissed as I went over one that I did quite recently, aslong as noone found out everything would be fine. I just needed this pain to end, my energy was getting lower and I hardly ever went out the house so I rarely got to see my friends....friend. I feel really bad for him, cal, having to put up with my shit. I just wanted to end the suffering for both of us.

Calvins’s POV:

I knew that (y/n) was having problems after what happened, I tried to get them to tell me but they said they were ok everytime I tried. Today I was making a surprise vist to cheer them up somehow, i needed to see their smile.

Time skip 👉🏻👈🏻

In all honesty, I could have walked there but Im a lazy cunt.

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