ldotsdot - DRVCVLV (The Album)
Creekside Sounds October 29, 2012
The album version of the EP of the same name. Most of these songs were made at the super early hours of the morning on nights when I was being tormented by my depressed/anxiety ridden thoughts. A lot of these songs represent an attempt to mirror what I was feeling inside in auditory fashion.
I’ve started thinking that this album needs a trigger warning attached to it as I myself cannot even listen to it without it affecting my mood. I’ve been told by countless others that it affects them as well. I’ve seen people say that it triggers emotional states so specific they didn’t think it was possible to do so by just listening to music.
So with that being said if you’re already down and don’t respond well to music that might be equally or even further down maybe don’t listen to this.
This album was never meant to be about escaping those dark corners of our minds but rather in my case specifically facing that darkness head on. That type of deep dive into the darkness has proven therapeutic for me. Kind of a “sooner you hit the bottom the sooner you can come back up” sort of thing. It’s definitely not for everybody but it might be for you. If you find that it is I’m honored that I could put something out into the world that serves that purpose for you the way that the creations of many others have for me.
