#lcvebound

“i’ll buy you things instead. in fact, i just ordered you 13 things off ebay.”

“I heard there's a chance at an afterlife” he’s nearly staring off into space, almost paying no attention to whoever it was he was talking to, not that it really mattered, right? “I might not get let in”

     now, of course knowing every single mobian out there was impossible. yet, sonic was standing there (crouched behind some rubble, of course. he’s not about to get caught.), tapping his foot, trying to rack through his brain. he was sure he’d remember such a brightly coloured, suspicious cat.

      NEVER was bill good with people crying. he wasn’t even good with himself when he cries. which is why he'll unhealthily binge media to distract himself or the most common method--turn that melancholy into raw anger. gentleness wasn’t something that easily came to him. he never had to console his friends, because they not once expressed sorrow. whether they were like him--sad && neglected it, or they never felt depressed, it doesn’t make a difference. what mattered was that hes inexperienced && now he doesn’t know what to do.

        there lingered some mild irritation from her weeping. not concerning his sodden shirt, he’s dealt with nastier spills. but, it was the noise that was grating to his ears && the helplessness. because of this irritation, he also felt shame for being annoyed. but sympathy is what bill felt the most. he’s had to deal with depression &&--no, wait, he doesn’t deal with it. this meant he knew precisely how bad it can be. although. he doesn’t know if she’s depressed, or what happened to cause this.

        the awkward, hesitant pats on her back demonstrated how poor he was at comforting others. “h-hey... i’m not angry with you, okay? i’m not annoyed or anything like that. i know i can be that way... i can be a jerk sometimes, but i’m sorry. i love you && i want you to feel better. we can watch anything you want to, ponies, even fuckin’ avril lavigne music videos if you want to. i don’t mind. i’m here for you.”

WISH YOU COULD SEE ME WHEN I’M LYING IN BED . MY EYES ARE BLINDED BY YOUR STARS . MY BLOOD IS BLUSHING SO RED .  I CAN SEE YOU IN MY HEAD AGAIN. ARROWS & BOWS WILL SHOOT ME DEAD AGAIN . LET MY CAR RUN OUT . i won’t scream or shout ! I WON’T SCREAM OR SHOUT . let’s die together ! ‘CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I’M IN HEAVEN , DANCING WITH AN ANGEL !

@lcvebound my internet went out last night, so i drew whatever this is. uh...

song - grins (charli xcx remix/cover?) - blvck ceiling.