#lbjournal

I have been practicing my cooking skills for when my child is actually born and can eat food, haha. Dinosaur mac and cheese, there’s a little more to it than stirring and adding cheese. You must add love, my love with a slight touch of salt.

I can cook anything honestly, I was joking about practicing my cooking skills but dinosaur mac and cheese is the cutest thing I ever cooked. 

I tried to watch teen mom but I immediately changed the channel. I can’t stand people yelling at each other. I believe in communication and talking things through than using a high toned voice screaming at people until they cry, that’s not right.

Let’s see...what else is going on. Oh, right..I miss coffee. I went to the nutritionist and she recommended me all of these juices, absolutely delicious but they make me pee a lot. :D

Still I have no names....asdfghjkl I’ll have something soon.

Aside from my amazing family, there’s one thing I’m most proud of. Clipped. I honestly thought it was going to tank, just like Hellcats. I can’t keep a show on the air to save my life, and I was honestly starting to think that it wasn’t bad writing--just bad acting. And let’s face it, if you’ve seen Scary Movie 5, then you know I fucking sucked in that movie. I still think they should’ve gone with the original cut and not had us do so many re-shoots. I still slap myself for suggesting we put in the Mama theme. Clipped, however, is doing really good. Ratings are sky high and you have no idea how that warms my heart that this time, it’s not me. If I talk too much about it, I might jinx it. But seriously, i couldn’t be more proud.

I am five months pregnant and I am the happiest woman in the world. When I walk the streets the first thing people see is my growing baby stomach. The only thing that sucks about this is not being able to have a glass of wine or coffee. I’ve been drinking protein shakes and keeping a healthy diet for my little one. I have been offered a job to do some pregnancy modeling for a magazine but I kindly said that I would think about it. I would have to talk to Dylan first, I am not feeling that confident enough to get my picture taken for a magazine. Although I do enjoy the little perks of photoshoots.

I have been doing a lot of research of baby names on my mac, I cannot come with a name on the top of my head. My baby will have a name, and I just want it to be perfect. Maybe something that’s not too popular.

At night I keep putting big headphones on my belly playing soft gentle music. I read somewhere that mother’s do that, so I thought I could try. I can’t help but giggle at how silly I look in the mirror when I do it. I have also thought about going to a mother’s session where you practice pushing and motherhood skills, I am still self conscious about going..