#lawrence1

Vampire🦇 

I called him up as soon as Henry left. I was dumb. I knew that. I knew I was making a horrible decision. Why I did, I still don’t know. Maybe it felt like I wasn’t getting the romantic things that I wanted, or because Henry wasn’t as aggressive or romantic as I had wanted him to be. I didn’t know. All I knew was that I was about to make the worst decision of my life. 

Not too many weeks after that began I went into a long and painful labor. It felt as if my insides were being burned alive while simultaneously being ripped out. Was it worth it? If you ask me, it wasn’t. But Henry will give you a different answer.  

Things around home didn’t change though, as no one knew what had happened. Luna was aging up soon and Henry was still busy at work. I was almost finished with my maternity leave and couldn’t wait to have something else to do to get my mind off of what I had done. 

I woke up the next morning with Henry still by my side. I looked in the mirror but hated what I saw. I didn’t know what I was doing with my life, and sleeping with someone who I just became friends with was not going to help me figure it out. I needed someone to help guide me but I had no one. 

The whole thing was quick and somewhat unenjoyable. He was passionate and it was what I had wanted to feel from Henry for the longest time but never got. As things progressed though, I completely forgot about Henry and was fully involved in what was happening no matter how wrong it was. 

Henry came home one day from work and told me that he had an office party that night. I was going to be alone in the house other than with Luna. I knew what I was going to do, it was a horrible decision but I knew. I didn’t really want him to suspect anything, so I made sure that there would be no loose ends.