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*btw I can't even answer for myself cause it's too many so I'm putting you on the spot!

I have been wracking my brain trying to pick. 😩🫠🫠🥲🫣

Its really so hard to choose. I have fun on each and every one of them 😩 sometimes too much fun 🤪

Sooo, ill have to cheat a bit and say a couple. I had tew much fun writing A Taste of the Divine for Sukuna. I love the world building I did, I love that I made it so cinematic, and I love the challenge.

Besides that, I'd say all of the Terry Richmond fics. Each one has juss been so fun and I've been challenging myself with those and I just don't see myself stopping 😩

The most-most fun, lol, would have to be Make Me Weak. I love the exploration, I love the foreshadowing, I love that Terry has to fight his nature to truly help Reader before he can slut her out 🤪🤣🤣🤣

I especially love that I was prepared for it to fly under the radar and im glad it didnt. I didn't think the concept or story would resonate so well with people off rip and seeing how much people like it 😩🙌🏽 has been a godsend for real. Younger me would be *screaming*. Though adult me is screaming anyway 🤣🤣🤣

Lmfao, you stay asking multiple ones! Lmfaooo, making me work on my day off, I see you! 😚🥲

1. Song of the year: It's Full of Life by Christine and the Queens. It was my top song for Spotify Wrapped because UGH. That song just GETS meeee 😭🙌🏽 and don't let me be at peak high and that song hits? Ugh, ill be in shambles.

5. Tv show of the year: TOUGH. But I'd have to go with Found on NBC. Idk what I was expecting going into it, I just knew that I love Shanola Hampton from Shameless and the concept was dope.

But??? This show gives just the right amount of dark content that doesn't cross any of my boundaries. I am OBSESSED with the way Shanola plays off of Mark. That show gives me fn lifeeee.

I also love that she's a dark skinned actress lead who's outfit never fails, she's smart, capable, and can still be vulnerable. That's so fn rare. Ugh. Idk if I want Sir to keep playing with her or what, but I be tuned in 🙌🏽

9. Best month for you this year: OOF. Idk. Most of my months are pretty bad, but I'd say October. Which is wild considering I had something to do every weekend this October. I'm a home girlie 👏🏽 but, I did so many things outside my comfort zone.

I wore a dress and actually felt pretty for once. I danced with my bf at a wedding. I went to a comic convention and saw an old friend. And most importantly, I finished a book!

I had written and released a terrible thriller when I was 18 lol. I just knew my writing career would take off then. It took many, many years later to figure out what I want and what kind of stories I wanted to tell. Many years to realize that writing is for MEEE. And now I have a real book to show for it, that I'm proud of, and I'm proud of myself for not giving up like I usually do.

25. Did you create any characters this year? Describe one: I did! Zora Underwood. She's my little bean and I love her.

All of my writing has a piece of me but Zora felt the most like me. The book is part meta, part combo of every Soft Black girl I've talked to, been around, or aspire to be. People may think she's directly me and that's okay. Why shouldn't she be lol.

She's the piece of me I wish I was braver to be like growing up. She's the piece of me I wish more people saw and openly accepted. She's the piece of me that deserves a good life, good friends, and an amazing boyfriend. She's the piece of me I needed to heal before I could grow and accept that I am who I am and I love me. She's the piece of me I needed to write and love on and fill me with confidence to keep going. Keep fighting.