the sound that filled her ears was unlike one she’d ever heard -- and yet, strikingly, so similar. she winced instinctively, clenching at her scarred hand as if to momentarily forget about exactly who was accompanying her, and what they had been speaking of.
they had argued again -- her and Jesse. he had gotten aggressive again ( as he always seemed to, nowadays ) and, as she had remembered previously, his temper was not easily quenched. like the faded scar and her not-so faded memory, however, such abrupt silences from a rising storm of fury could only be caused by the swift cut brought about by gunfire; a mark meeting its intended target. the sound of skin being pierced did not even register in her own mind until her lover ( could she call him such? ) lay on the floor, bleeding out from the sole puncture wound that pierced his chest.
by the time she had processed either of these factors, she feared it would be too late. as her mind cleared and the memories of the past faded, her numbness turned to horror at the scene before her. she had wished him dead; the thought plagued her mind as she knelt beside him, desperately trying to cover up the wound and yet seeing that, already, his chest did not rise. she shook him, and shook herself -- the crimson liquid began to coat her fingers as she pressed against the opening; a futile effort.
her head snapped up when she heard a sound in the distance; across from the alleyway the couple had found themselves in. purposely, of course; Jesse wouldn’t dare to make a scene in public, after all. though he couldn’t make a scene at all now... could he?
the woman froze as she stared at the silhouetted, shrouded figure. she was unsure what to make of it; of them. could they be trusted? had they done this? had they watched? thoughts whirred around her head and mixed with the myriad of emotions; should she feel grateful, or burdened further at the thought of having to defend herself? all that and more, yet the woman dared not move. she stared on, horrified at any conclusion she’d draw from her jumbled mind. she tried to speak and her voice immediately caught within her throat; her breath hitched in her own windpipe. she paused; calmed, yet still the same would transpire:
❝ I... -- can you...? ❞ why had she not started crying yet? why was she not fleeing yet? she did not know, though she could not help but to cling to the still body as the figure loomed overhead her own. she tried to call for help, but again her words caught within her throat. nails dug into his chest and, with a breath, she sputtered:
it was all she could manage to say -- and yet she spoke to no one but herself.