#lavenderillusion

You're currently sleeping. You look so peaceful.. so beautiful as the woman you are. "How'd I get so lucky?", is what I often think to myself.

It takes one look at you to ignite a thousand questions in my head.. "What did I do to deserve you?", "Why and how do you love me?", "Why can't I stop thinking about you?" and "why is it so hard to be apart from you?".

We've been together for almost 5 months now and despite the distance between us (11,438 km to be exact) and the pain of missing you, I think we're stronger than ever. I am so grateful to be able to call you mine and I won't ever take you and your love for granted.

I have been waiting my whole life for you and I'm not going to let you go.. You're a part of my life and I want to explore this world with you by my side. I'm looking forward to an amazing future with you as my wife, my best friend, my source of happiness. I will always try my best to make you the happiest.