#latenightranting

Okay, let's all take the Tythan ship. Yeah. Tythan. That new ship that nobody wanted to board bc it sounded hella expensive and it was from that off-brand company from like, the depths of Tumblr? Yeah, that one. Let's take all the Septiplier/Amyplier/Septiishu fans and throw them into the ship. Great, now it's sailing. Some Amyplier passengers are like: "Nahh, I'm good. It was a nice cruise but ima go back to my ship." So they did. Cool. Shit happens. Then some Septiishu passengers said: "It's cute! It's greaatt!! But I'm good on my own ship!" And some of them dipped too. Now the Septiplier passengers got pissed that the ship was not as 'high quality' as theirs, so some assholes decided to start shouting at the deck: "THIS SHIP WILL GO DOWN JUST LIKE OURS ALMOST DID. BE CAREFUL ON DOING X, Y, AND Z BECAUSE THEY'LL FIND OUT AND GET ANGRY. *tagging every fucking YouTuber in the post* AND THAT WOULD BE BAD IF THEY FOUND OUT." So then all the Tythan passengers kinda just stared and murmured and although the population on the ship is growing, everyone's freaking tf out because those ignorant Septiplier passengers decided to start throwing their drama onto the ship and then things started to get wacky. SO. To all the Septiplier people (and everyone else that decided to try and wreck this + the Crankyplier ship) who feel like it's their job (which it IS NOT) to start ranting to other ships how theirs almost crashed, maybe they should realize that this ship is new and not prepared for the f*king drama that will insue. And yes. I know it looks like it's targeting Septiplier directly, but it's just a prime example of every big ship that wants to wreck other small ships. So just.. Omfg bear with me on this one. Okay? OKAY. This has been an emergency broadcast. Enjoy the rest of your day :|

It's okay to be sad honestly, there's nothing wrong with it. But just don't let your sadness consume your life. You shed a few tears and then you move on. You have the choice to suffer or not to. The pain will always be there but suffering, that's a choice. I used to suffer, make myself feel my sadness for days but now I give myself 2 days to suffer and then I tell myself there's always better things to come and everything happens for a reason and I move on. The pain is still there yes, the hurt is still there, everything is still there but I just won't suffer over it. It's just something I have learned to do. I'm just too good at blocking out my feelings and allowing myself to move on from whatever is making me sad. If something makes you sad why wouldn't you drive away from that sadness to something happy, seems logically. But sadness can be addicting, being sad is like a drug. It took me 4 years to not be sad all the time. Too long but much worth the wait. When you learn how to be happy on your own that's when you can be happy with someone else. Happiness some from within not from something else.

How do people in the real world today meet each other. decide they like each other. go out on a date. fall in love. and get married. Like how does that even happen? I meet people all day every day. I have yet to have some cute random guy walk up to me. tell me they like me. and then proceed to ask me out. I understand that back before smartphones and social media this was a lot easier and more common. but I don’t want to meet someone on the internet. I want to have a cute story about how we fell in love. I’ve tried the whole making friends with a guy thing and either they aren’t interested or they are and they just don’t want a commitment. which is fine because I can always use more friends but DAMN. i want a meet-cute. is that really too much to ask for? 

Every black person has a reason to be mad/angry y'all (people that's not of color) don't need a legitimate reason why or should sympathize with us the fuck you sad about? At the end of the day y'all on the other side of the fence and everything works in y'all favor meanwhile on the other side of the tracks I'm still trying to understand why shit isn't as easy or fair even though I'm innocent but guilty by default.

On a seperate rant, I fkn hate when people tell me I look pretty without make up. + First off bitch it took years of pressure to get myself into wearing make up and learning the craft through friends and tutorials. + Second of all, what you're considering "no make up" is fkn dumb because you're referring to me with the basics of make up on which is foundation, eye liner and lipstick. I'm obviously still wearing make up, I just kept it simple. + Third of all, painting myself is not only a challenge I proudly conquered doing everyday but has become a hobby that keeps me relaxed and let's me be creative. So stfu & find something other than my Beauty or sex appeal to compliment me on!!!! 😡😡😡😡😡😤😤😤😤😒😒😒