It's always the people that say they'll never leave or that they'll never hurt you that end up doing the most damage. It's like running through barbed wire and having someone pour salt in your wounds, and when you reach up looking for one of them to pick you up? They kick you right in the ribs and walk away. It makes you feel like it's not even worth fighting anymore. You just want to throw in the towel and die. All the while your real friends are watching you take this path of self destruction and there's nothing they can do because you're so set on tearing yourself apart that all they can do is pray that you stop hurting yourself...