thought it was about breaking the cycle thought it was about abandoning the ways that hurt you best for something simpler more light and loving to life

forgotten - but not. reality check

who loves waking up to foamy slobbers all over their arm first thing in the morning????????? thanks dogue

wonder why it keeps happening over and over slight differences same endings same happenings all falling at your feet somehow you witness all that gravitates toward you as if you had nothing to do with it as if you have no responsibility as if you don’t summon it to you as if you don’t want it as if you don’t ask for it but tolerantly accept it’s presence crawling closer and closer upon you until you start to panic and suffocate because you have no boundaries where are they until somehow it stops serving you you wanted it to feed you but it can’t you wanted it to take you but it will never be that strong you wanted it to answer for you without having to say a word you wanted it to end what you think you are so you can birth yourself again but it won’t it won’t until you accept your part in all this nothing will satisfy get slivers of slivers but never able to take the whole what more do you want from this where are you why do insist on fading