#lainypenofdeviantart

I know that feeling. My dog recently passed away, his heart stopped, but I swear I heard him yesterday afternoon and went to go see what he was barking at. I stopped when I remembered, and it really sucks.

i am so so so sorry to hear that!!!! 

but wow :((( yeah. i've never had this happened to me. i lost a cat a few years ago and i loved him so much, but i never like thought i heard or saw him after he died. But I guess with this dog, it's different. I had him since I was four and he lasted like 13 years with us. And I told my sister right now that I heard him bark and she told me it's probably because I still haven't let him go. I feel like I have though. Like I got my closure since I knew his death was coming, and I spent my nights crying over it before it even happened, so when it did happen, I was prepared??? 

but yeah, my sister just thinks I heard that because deep down, I still haven't let him go, or don't want to. And now that I think about it, maybe I haven't. I mean, I still have my nights where I think I'm going to wake up hearing him bark or go to sleep and hear him bark in the middle of the night and it never happens so idk