#laiam

there is a lot i want to say to you. I know I made you sad and I know I upset you and I was kind of a cunt but I want you to know that's ending right now. I wont do that to you, ever again. And if I do I will do anything I can to have you back. Even if you don't trust me, it'll be better than not talking to you. you can trust me now, chloe. if you need anybody, even just to talk about something that's bothering you, you can talk to me. i'll listen.

so you probably want an explanation, i'm guessing. for the reason didn't talk to you for so long. and honestly i thought you didn\t care anymore. maybe i was being dumb but i knew you talked about me and i thought you hated me a lot, so i figured i'd just leave you alone. but i'm back, i promise. i'm not going anywhere for a long time. you are stuck with me.

chloe, you are perfect to me. you might not see yourself how i see you but i honestly don't know how a girl like you could ever like me. especially after i was an ass to you. you deserve better and even if you chose somebody else, i would have to be okay with it. as long as i'm still in your life. if you're happy with somebody else, so be it

 i hope you're not, though. as selfish as it sounds i don't want to see you with anybody else. i'm sure you can guess that. i want you Chloe, and only you. that might sound kind of bad right now considering my situation but i am trying hard to fix everything and i'll try not to take too long, i promise.

i also hope you know you've got me now. i don't love anybody else. i'm yours and i know it'll be that way for a long time, no matter what i say. i hope you don't change your mind.