#lagbats

You know how people used to say vaccines or more recently Tylenol causes autism/ADHD? Why do I feel like as queer people become more widely recognized and somewhat accepted, we’re gonna get similar conspiracies for us? Like “ibuprofen made my kid trans” or some shit?

My brother continues to confirm my worries that I can never come out to him lest I be labeled, in his eyes, as the scum of the earth.

Hold on, just gotta vent a bit, but my mom says there were no signs, and that I would even assert that I was a boy as a kid, when A) saying “I can’t do that I’m a boy” implies the only reason I’m not doing it is because I’m a boy, and B) I GAVE HER THE MOST COMPELLING SIGN I COULD REMEMBER (my memory is shit) AND SHE SAID WHEN I SHOWED HER THAT SHE DIDN’T REMEMBER THAT! SO WERE THERE NO SIGNS OR DO WE JUST NOT REMEMBER THEM, RIDDLE ME THAT!

SHIT, I SCROLLED TOO MUCH AND NOW I’M GETTING GENDER ENVY FROM THIS GOD DAMN PURPLE RABBIT BITCH!!!

… you know, maybe there was a reason I liked Jax so much

Every now and then I will doubt that I’m trans. And then I’ll have a thought “what if I’m actually secretly intersex or develop a hormonal imbalance that triggers girl puberty so I don’t have to use HRT” and methinks that’s not a very cis thought at all (and may be misunderstanding intersex biology a tad)