#kyle anthony

2016

Kyle Anthony (Chistery)

I never once looked back. Not until today. I have no idea what possessed me to look at your socials, but when I did, I saw that you unblocked me. On everything. I know there is no underlying reason behind it, but it surprised me. If you ever happen to come across this post, I want you to know that I am, from the very deepest parts of my heart and soul, sorry. For absolutely everything. I put you through so many traumatic and exhausting experiences for 5 years. For no reason other than me not understanding and knowing what was wrong with me. I have had years to self reflect on what it was that went wrong with our relationship and it was me. It was always me. It was always going to be me unless I put a complete stop to what it was that I was doing.

i healed (for the most part) and i'm no longer who I was when we were together. I have done a complete 180 in terms of how I handle things now. Therapy was the best thing that I decided to do for myself. It gave me the opportunity to finally understand myself and why it was that I was reacting to life the way I did. It's no excuse and does not justify what I did, but just know that I have changed and I am no longer running away from my past mistakes.

Please do not mistake this as an attempt for me to get you to reach out to me. On the contrary, I have promised myself one thing and one thing only in regard to what was the love I once had for you. I decided that my last act of "love" towards you would be to disappear completely. I would assure to it that I would do everything possible to wipe myself off of your plain of existence. I caused irreparable damage to you and I don't deserve to entertain the thought of having you grace my circle again. I may think of you from time to time. But i'll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again. I hope you are getting everything you deserve and more and I hope I never have to hear a thing about it.

with eternal love, and blessings

Gemini | Pvris 

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PVRIS - Gemini (ft. Kyle Anthony) (2012)

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