#ktmd

ocs for kenichi the mightiest disciple

But Deep down, I know you judge me.

Because I'm not pretty like her.

Because I'm covered in art permantly on my skin, that once held your name.

Because You beleive in something that I don't see a point in, because it's never benfited me.

I could handle being married to Music,

I could handle not seeing you all the time.

But I can't fake something for you.

I would love to. But I would lose myself in trying to make myself what you think is 'right.'

IT breaks my heart. Beacuse I've spent 14 years loving you.

You were there for everything shitty that's happened in my life. I'm still alive because of you. 3 times. You comforted me when I told you about my mother.

I was with you when I lost my mother.

But We're in different worlds.

And I don't want to let you go. I can't fully ever let you go. You'll always be in my heart. No matter what. But I have to accept the fact that She gets you. I wish you all the best, and I'll still come to shows, but I won't spend hundreds of dollars to come see you. I wont get caught up in some fantasy that You would still leave her, and think "wow.. pretty red head."

I used to think you were my soul mate, we were destined, because everything you ever wrote, always spoke to me. But Lately I've realized you weren't. I lost my soulmate before I ever got teh chance to meet him. But he's not the point. I'll always love the music, and you, but I just can't do it anymore.