#ktcampbell

Laying on an air mattress, craving coffee, but all we have is beer.

Sometimes you don't realize you're biggest mistakes, until you've made them.

Never thought that I'd be 23, leaving with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years, his parents, and younger sister. We went to look for houses today, but didn't have any luck. B is still looking for jobs and I know it's killing him everyday tonight hear anything. Having him say to be he really hopes to find something soon so he can finish Christmas shopping and afford our house breaks my heart. I know one day we will be where we are suppose to be, sometimes I just wish things would fall into place for him. I don't hate my job, but I don't love it. I didn't spend 5 years on a bachelor's degree to do what I do and make a little over minimum wage, but I have to save and keep a positive out look for both of us. Bills and loans will be paid, we will get a reliable vehicle, we will have a place of our own, we will get our body's back to how they were before the car accident in February, we will get healthy, and we will get through this together. I know you won't read this but love you.

When he says I'm going to sing this song at out wedding. I'm going to start secretly taking piano lessons.