not gonna lie it hurts me Deeply that no one checks up on me, ever, especially when I’m struggling like. haha I’m so alone! I don’t know what it feels like to have someone care about me!

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not gonna lie it hurts me Deeply that no one checks up on me, ever, especially when I’m struggling like. haha I’m so alone! I don’t know what it feels like to have someone care about me!

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okay here’s the thing: i see “queer” as an almost political term. all the other labels—gay, lesbian, bi, trans, pan, aspec, and so on and so forth, are all personal terms that describe an individual, on the individual level.
queer describes who someone is in relation to everyone else.
queer means different, it means i’m not what society expects me to be, it means i’m not the majority.
so when i talk about queer people or the queer community, i’m generally talking about the people who deviate from the heterostatusquo as a whole.
or maybe not deviate so much as rebel.
i understand that not all people under the rainbow umbrella want to be politicized and i completely respect that. i understand that for a lot of you, it’s not a rebellion, it’s just your life. so know that when i talk about queer concepts, i’m talking about the political side of it, and i’m not talking about all of the people who just want to live their life and love who they love and be who they are.
i also understand that not everyone is going to agree on my definition of queer, and i completely respect that, too.
mormon missionaries went to talk to me but made the mistake of asking what i was listening to so i was able to expertly dodge their hooks to get me to ask about mormonism while talking about dimension 20 and dnd
Im about to loose my marbles with this idea, cardinal MK with Wukong and Macaque as ghouls I fear I may cook with this
think I’m really close to a breakthrough in regards to my fursona guys

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i feel like everyone hates me and i’m generally prone to total self-sabatoge in this situation but i’m trying to mitigate that by outwardly assuming i’m their best friend and they love me endlessly. i’m being ironic and earnest at the same time so hopefully either outcome will work out
tortured artists are romanticized and glorified because they’re so passionate about something that they’re willing to suffer for it, and a lot of us don’t have anything like that, and we’ve never felt passion like that. but somewhere along the line, someone missed the point, and thought that the suffering was the good part, and that’s what would make you feel fulfilled. so now, people think that the only way to love something is to suffer for it, and that if you’re not suffering, you must not really love it.