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NAW IM just tellin’ it how it is, my friend! You are positively radiant ~

GORGEOUS <3

1. If someone really wanted to understand you what would they read, watch, and listen too?

You should read Stargirl by Jerry Spinell, I personally don't like the book because it chooses romance over story, but you know...  Also Bossy Pants. You should watch Melancholia, North Sea Texas, Harvey, Rules of Attraction and Electrick Children. You should also listen to Joanna Newsom, Diamond Rings and Foxy Shazam.

4. Do you like your name? Is there another name you think would fit you better?

I love my name, Evan Etzel flows really well, but it's also a bit... Plain.

11. Describe your ideal day.

I would be in the city, or somewhere exotic with a group of cool people. Last saturday I went to Canada with some people and it was pretty close to being perfect.

22. List the top 5 things you spend the most time doing, in order.

1. Worrying, I'm an incredibly high strung person when I'm alone.

2. Watching movies, I really like horror movies and indie flicks.

3. Probably driving.

4. Sleeping

5. Listening to music while playing video games.

29. three songs you relate to right now

Jackrabbits- Joanna Newsom

Slow and Steady- Of Monsters and Men

Fantasy-dYe

Honorary Mention: Perfect (Exceeder)- Princess Superstar

WhoA this is not the morning but heyyy

A. Why my last relationship ended

Distance is rough, man

N. Favorite place to shop at?

I like to do a lot of shopping online, but other than that I really love shopping at Barnes and Noble!

G. Sexual orientation?

Technically pansexual, but anyone will probably notice I tend to lean more towards femininity and androgyny

E. My best friend

I ended up gathering a lot of those over the years omg so there's Natalie, Payge, Echo, Amber, and Fawn.....there are probably more but thoSE are the ones I can think off the top of my head omg

L. One of my insecurities

Probably my intelligence? I used to be really smart but now I feel lucky to be considered average

Dear Past Me,

Oh gosh where’ever to begin.  So much has changed, both with the world around you and you yourself.  You may not believe it now because it will seem so far away from you at the moment but, we are doing it, we are transitioning.  I am not joking we are almost done transitioning into the body we were supposed to be born with!!!  It is the most amazing feeling in the world.  Though it has been a long journey in the running.  There have been many times where i have wanted to give up and end it all, but i am here to tell you to never give up that things will get better.  No matter how terrible things may seem right now that will all change when you are where i am.  And we pass without much effort now!  We don’t even have to make cleavage with those stick on bras!  We have big breasts!!!  I will never get tired of playing with them myself oh my good golly gosh its the best.  They are so bouncy, but be warned, running down stairs without a bra on hurts pretty badly.  Trust me.  Angel is still with us but other than her a lot of our friends have changed.  Some of them left us when we told them the truth, and some of them left us after they used us.  But Angel has stayed through with us all this time, and now shes my best friend in the whole world, our best friend.  Oh!  and you are never going to believe this next part.  We have a boyfriend!  Yeah i know right?  i mean we have always been open to boys but to actually date one was so out of the blue.  But i honestly could not be happier.  i love him, and he loves me.  I dont want to tell you to many details about him so you can be surprised when it happens but i will tell you this, he is the most handsome man i have ever met.  Well it looks like my time is up.  But keep your chin up and keep in mind who your real friends are.  And trust in Angel, she will be there for you when you are down.

With love,

SCREW ESSAYS THIS IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT