#kpac

Cards: Gibbous Moon, Disseminating Moon, KnoC, 8oP, Moon rev, 4oP, KoS rev

Those of you who chose this pile have chosen the goddess Isis. Many of you in this pile are RIDICULOUSLY restless, you may be volatile to the point of where it'd only take the noise of a needle dropping to get you worked up. Your heart is in need of joy. Be it through temporary dopamine/gratification, taking time out to rest, or participating in activities you used to love. Those of you in this pile likely have lots of water placements, getting lots of cancer and taurus with this. Maybe a little aquarius. I'm encouraging you now to nurture your inner child especially. Whether that be going to the library and reading old dinosaur books, making slime, playing with toys, or watching an old childhood show. The biggest things that could be causing you pain right now is you're waiting on something to pull through. Specifically, this could have been some plans that you made on your own and are waiting for them to pull through to prove yourself to someone or some people. You've been pouring yourself into this business, affair, or opportunity, you've done your homework and you're petrified of failure. Not only failing those you care about, but having your heart broken by the thought you can't do it. You are going to make it happen, I'm send you the most courage right now. I applaud your bravery for trying this, whoever you are. You are most in need of rest, bless you.

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Cards: Supermoon, Waxing Moon, Full Moon in Leo, Chariot, 6oC rev, 5oP rev

Those of you in this pile have chosen the goddess Ma'at. Your heart is calling out to you to say that it needs praise and affection. This isn't me blowing smoke up your ass or trying to pump up your ego. You're most in need of someone to just reassure you and tell you that you've done a good job. That you're okay. That you're going in the right direction. Many of you in this pile might not live at/are away from home and are missing those who were closed to you. You might often find yourself looking back on old memories and it's causing you pain. You want to go back, to live in those moments again and feel that same warmth. You're doing okay at holding it together, but you feel as if you're lacking those things. I encourage you to call up, text, or find those old loved ones that bring you that warmth and care. Hell, if you can, go get a hug from them and just be. Love is likely what fuels many of you in this pile. Many of you who chose this pile might be feeling very emotional right now. I'm feeling a few libra placements, virgo placements, some of you with virgo in cancer. I'm sending you love, you're doing just fine. There is also a possibility that one of you in this pile may have lost a father/father figure or someone in your paternal line that brought you much joy. I heard specifically, "You're doing just fine buddy."

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Cards: New Moon in Gemini, Full Moon in Pisces, New Moon Eclipse, Hierophant, Death, Star, 2oS rev

Those of you who chose this pile have chosen the goddess Neith. Many of you in this pile might have been seeing a lot of squirrels lately. You also might have troubles with focusing on simple tasks lately, you often find your mind wandering. You heart right now is in most need of the truth. Many of you who chose this pile might be babies when it comes to beginning a spiritual journey. You're trying to figure out your calling and figure out your place in the world. In addition to this, you're trying to figure out the truth and find the keys to the universe. This is your sign to jump into whatever aspect of spirituality that yo feel has been calling you. Lots of Aquarius, Scopio, and Taurus placements here. You've been feeling such a powerful pull but you don't know what to do with it. The answer is just start where you are, you have a loooot of raw and untapped potential with this. There's also someone here that's meant to look into tasseomancy, tea leaf reading. Just get up and go, there truly isn't anything else to say. Good luck to you on your way.

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Cards: New Moon in Sagittarius, New Moon in Aquarius, South Node, 9oC, KoS rev, Empress, 7oC rev, 5oP rev

Those of you have chosen this pile, chose the goddess Bastet. Many of you in this pile may be very chic in nature, lots of "look but don't touch" bad bitch energy. Lot's of Sagittarius and Virgo coming through. Your heart is calling out for you to truly express who you are. You're terribly guarded and often micromanage which parts of yourself that you show to strangers and even those close to you. Some of you may also struggle with this aspect in a love relationship, where you're not sure how to let your partner in. There is also a Scorpio here that could have a relationship in peril because of this. You're terrified that the world and those close to you would see you in a negative light or differently for showing the other parts of yourself. This is not so, luck and the universe is on your side. Also some of you have been enduring a career path that you absolutely can't stand and are meant to pursue the arts, music, literature, physical art, etc. It's time for you to open up like a butterfly, you are not who you were yesterday, nor who you once were from the past.

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Cards: AoP rev, 2oW, Moon, KoP rev, New Moon in Sagittarius, Waning Moon, Gibbous Moon

Those of you who chose this pile have chosen the goddess Hathor. Many of you in this pile might not be acting like yourselves right now, constant spacing out, anxiety, losing your train of thought. Your heart is most in need of release. You might have endure something quite difficult recently or are still going through it. You've held it all in for long enough. You've compartmentalized it rather than letting it actively eat away at you. Some of you in this pile might have lost an opportunity/had an opportunity taken away from you. This was for your better good, because you were preparing yourself to walk down a path that wasn't meant for you. You knew that. All earth sign placements here for sure. You need to be patient with yourself to begin to release what you've had pent up and express it as you should. You can't carry your troubles around all the time. I encourage you to confide in someone you love and trust enough for this. Someone who's going to help you flip the mirror back on yourself and help your realize all of the things that have slipped past you or went over your head. I wish you the best of luck.

Cards: Full Moon in Virgo, Coffin rev, 7oW, QoW, Lovers rev, Chariot, 2oS

You must invoke the energy of the moth, because you tend to stand in your own way a fair bit. It's not as if you want to do so, but you're in a constant loop of thinking that you must take the logical/left brain way out. Because it's safer than chasing the other of which calls you. I feel that a good bunch of people who chose this pile may be quite emotional in private. Not as if you don't enjoy laughing and smiling around people you love, but you only tend to express surface level grievances or avoid expressing full details of things that which may make you deeply upset, angry, sad, anxious. You are being called to go chase what has been calling you. For some of you this is going to be a thing/person/career that has called you to return many times if not a few. Some of you may have sinus problems, stress induces headaches, and body aches, particularly in the trapezius, upper shoulder region. I feel a strong amount of cancerian and fire energy if this pile applies. Many times some of you are at a loss for words or have trouble and often write and rewrite/say again your sentences. You must express yourself, the throat is very blocked right now. You may wonder if you're being called to face your demons, and some of you may even be working on your shadows right now. However, you're using it as a means to blind yourself/prevent yourself from making this return. Your transformation is beginning if it hasn't already begun, because things will be removed from you to clear your path so you can no longer turn away. I also felt some of you may have issues with the left wrist? Lastly, some of your relationship(s) may take a pause or break apart to give you the last shove where you need to be. All in all, you know the truth and it's time to speak it and get going.

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Cards: New Moon Eclipse, Dragonfly, Chariot, 2oS rev, 9oW rev, World, 10oW

Many of you in this pile are leading a double life of sorts. Masking certain parts of yourself when interacting with certain people. Some of you find safety in this, safety of having control, shelter from judgement, safety in controlling yourself. Many of you are very hard workers and keep things going steady, its not easy to find blemishes in this fabricated representation of yourself. But on the other side of the coin, you're in a hovering middle ground of a crisis. Unsure if you're distress or okay with this. You know exactly who you are and are unsure of how to show who you really are in this regard. It's defeating, depressing. But something is coming in, something will occur to revolutionize your approach, your thought. This could come in the form of just coming out as you are. There is no need to run and hide from your shadow. You may worry about seeming insincere or not genuine because it's been so long since you've entertained the though. But this blockage is binding you. Some of this pile is being pushed to enter their shadow and get a good look at the darker side of themselves to embrace it. Some of you are being pushed to speak with honesty and integrity. Don't mask it any longer. Lastly, some of you might have issues with anxiety or letting people in to get to know you beyond the surface. Stop invalidating yourself, no more "its not bad enough to need treatment/help". You will be heard and understood. Some of you may struggle with posture or pain on the back of the neck/nape.

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Cards: New Moon in Sagittarius, Lightning, PoS rev, 9oS rev, Temperance rev, KoW, 4oP

Some of you may have endured a betrayal in the past/recent past. You may have wondered if you actions in the situation were wrong and continue to question yourself. The results of the situation are still upsetting to you. It's taking a toll on your spirit and you don't feel the same since it occurred. It seems that you're still holding it all inside and haven't been able to express it as you would have liked. This could lead to you snapping at people. Know that this situation has not reached it's end yet. Things are feeling like they're at a terrible stand still, some of you may even be obsessing over what happened and replay it in your head often and theorize what the end will look like. Some of you in this pile also may struggle with sinus issues, tension headaches, possible migraines, general fatigue, and stomach issues of some kind. Know well that this situation will be ending with a sort of bang and luck is on your side. It's very likely that it's going to end in a way that you will be able to stomach or accept. It's looking positive for more of you than negative. You're being called to seek balance within you body and spirit and prepare yourself to digest whatever comes of this ending, whether it leads to a new beginning or closes out the cycle. I also feel that there might be someone having some pain in their right shoulder blade. Unclench your jaw and remember to breathe, because there will always be more to look forward to.

Cards: Justice, KoS rev, WOF, PoC rev, Full Moon in Virgo, Full Moon in Leo, Third Quarter Moon

Many, MANY if not most of you in this pile are keeping it all to yourself. Especially your feelings, you're holding your truth with an iron grip fist. People in this pile might have some pain with the lower back, right shoulder blade, have poor posture when sitting, and might have problems with the right leg/ankle. You are the main cause of the blockage as of right now, you're the biggest force standing in your own way. You're thoughts could consist of something along the lines of "I can't fuck it up if I don't try to begin with". You need to give yourself the chance to try, whether you fail or not. Many of you could have virgo, capricorn, or libra placements in this pile. Stop acting as if you haven't gotten any guidance, have no access to guidance, or help at your very fingertips. It's all there right in front of you, you're blinding yourself and muddying your mind with being indecisive. You're snubbing yourself from something very great, especially if this has to do with career, school, asking for a raise/promotion. Go fucking do it.

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Cards: KoC rev, KnoW rev, AoP, 3oC rev, New Moon Eclipse, Gibbous Moon, Waxing Moon

Similarly to pile one, many of you are not speaking about how you feel to others. But it's worse than pile one, you likely have a tendency to tell people you're doing "fine" as a knee jerk response as if you've been caught red handed. You avoid talking about feelings that are anything more than surface level. What's now blocking you is your worry of being let down. So you're taking a very lax and almost lazy approach to whatever this is. You're not trying as hard as you should and you know it. You're not chasing it with passion because you want to manage your expectations in case it doesn't turn out how you'd want it to. Some of you may have Gemini or earth placements. Many of you in this group have a stiff upper back. Some of you might be the messy friend who's being taken care of by the mom friend or the "problem child" in your family. I'm going to tell you right now, hike up your britches and stop snuffing out your own fire. You are going to succeed, majorly. Exponentially and SIGNIFICANTLY. Things are heating up and you're being called to stop burning yourself out man. Specifically, there is also a Leo/someone with Leo placements that has this as a perpetual habit, stop it.

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Cards: Sun rev, Justice rev, Chariot rev, 10oW, First Quarter Moon, New moon in Sagittarius, New Moon in Scorpio

Some of you could have pain in the nape of the neck, pain in the right arm, or stomach issues. What's blocking those in this pile is their pessimism. You may often cycle through having hope and then something small happens that sets you back 5 steps out of disappointment. Your manifestations are falling completely flat because your heart isn't in it. You've tried to reconcile with this and say that "this is just how the world is". However you're due for a mental tune up to fix your frame of mind. It's tough because you likely are the type of person who not only carries your own burdens but the burdens of others as well. You're not velcro or carpet, stop picking up other peoples shit. You don't have to pretend to be unemotional or apathetic about it, it's really biting you on the ass. Some of you have heavy scorpio or taurus placements in this pile. Luck is on your side, but you're being tested to see if you can really hold a flame to your belief and stand against the odds. Your loved ones are safe, it's time to do something for yourself for once. Work to change your frame of mind and give it a valiant effort. Godspeed pile 3.

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Cards: 2oP rev, 5oW rev, 10oP rev, 9oS rev, 7oP, New Moon in Virgo, Mutable Moon, Void of course Moon

As I was shuffling I had to stop and visualize. Some of you in this pile may own a brown poodle or keep a small snake. Some of you in this pile might have chronic health problems, possibly one in relation to the stomach/digestive, or chronic pain like arthritis, or carpal tunnel. The blockage for this pile is your worry that things could suddenly change. You're petrified that your plans will turn upside down and you won't be able to regain control. You may worry about losing complete control of what goes on in your life. Some of you could struggle with anxiety, particularly in the existential things or intrusive thoughts. You're worried that you can just never get too comfortable. You're being called to accept and embrace the flow of life. Things will come and go, material items are only temporary. I advise many of you in this pile to practice mindfulness and being present in the moment. Many of you could have a mix of air, earth, or scorpio in you. Nothing is yet set in stone, so stop holding your breath and try to relax. You're causing yourself to constantly hang in the balance and agonize over one thing after the next. I wish you peace and the best of luck.