#knifecritical

Am I shitty for being super angry at Sai (and multiple others in her circle) for indulging Hearts, giving them attention and positive reinforcement, just because Hearts was willing to shit on people she has a dumb selfish grudge against? They were weirdly invasive about personal/private shit and then Sai&Co just barrelled in and encouraged it and I think that was harmful to Heart's... issues. While others weren't perfect either i think what she did was actively harmful and it also bothers me that she's just trying to ignore it ever happened

No you aren't. Not in thd slightest.

Sai is monumentally inattentive and monumentally spiteful. Willing to indulge any toxic idea that approximates what she wants to hear (see: the Venezuela gang argument.)

Hearts is willing to say anything that gives them attention.

Profoundly toxic ship.

It was so obvious Roux and Envy were the same person I thought they literally just like, were. Unambiguously, the same person, with two/three different blogs for some reason. Just as someone who noticed them posting in similar tags I did from time to time, never really having meaningful interaction with either. The surprise for me that they allegedly """weren't."""

Sai interacted with Hearts pretending to be Roux and Envy quite a bit, both on tumblr and it seems also in her discord, if memory serves even once in a VC at least accourdjng to Hearts-- and apparently never clued in once. If that was because Sai is legitimately that gormless or chose not to notice, couldn't say.

But if Sai ever attempts to claim again that she doesn't just clap like a seal when she hears the words in the order that best pleases the confirmation bias gremlin in her head-- like.

She really just wants to "win." Win at whatever. Win at being ex friends with Ant and Crim. Win at tumblr slap fights. Win at twitter bloodsports. Win at being wrong louder, harder, faster better than whatever the competing point of view is. So.

Match made in hell with those two EXXXAAACCTTTLYYY YYYAAASS-ing each other into a frenzy.

I'm actually fairly certain the person who started Ant's Spousegate was Hearts, btw. And I don't have any proof of this part since clearly many a post was deleted when I started looking into it but, let's just say I wouldnt be surprised if Hearts was not just the person who initially accused Ant of misgendering his wife, but also the one who leaked the screenshots online of others repeating that claim in Sai's discord.

I'm guessing you're talking about Pounder.

I don't know anything about Pounder. I only know anything about Chuuli because of hearts-- but if that's what they fucking did then like.

Like someone who used to be a Lio orbitor but had a falling out with him now I think. Something something Spoctor drama. Part of the AAC community.

I don't know.

Having to read through Heart's constantly, obsessively swear vengeance against her (I think they're she/they, excuse me if I'm wrong) was way more than I ever could have been fucked to learn about her.

Whatever started Heart's holy war against Chuuli is lost to time it seems. Hearts goes on deleting sprees you can only find the remnants of because they reblog themselves so frequently. Sounds like Hearts just started harassing her from the peanut gallery and then it escalated from there. Chuuli did 2 livestreams about Hearts schizo posting about them, and then it was full throttle world war chuuli all day everyday on all of Heart's blogs at infinitum at that point. Including Hearts making a "Chuuli critical" blog and eventually swiping the URL of Chuuli's old Tumblr account, "The Chuuli Room."

I've seen some of my friends express not very fond feelings of Chuuli-- and like, y'all know what the AAC community is like. Like you cannot remain a reasonable agent while being exposed to that toxicity, which becomes a self perpetuating cycle. But as far as I know Chuuli's biggest sin is that they're a shit-talker and occasionally a bit of a poop-toucher. [And full disclosure having to scrub through her livestreams about Hearts I found her kinda funny, not gunna lie. I was a little charmed. So not really knowing what the big drama with them really was-- you know.]