#kms!!!!!!!

I just read an entire novel about a young man afflicted by grief and emptiness and the anger he feels over death of his abusive yet revolutionary mother, about his journey from adolescence into adulthood from inside the army barracks that scraped all the rebellion and individuality out of him by praying on his desperation for a purpose in life, about the irredeemable atrocities he committed and the realization that they turned him into a monster, about his overpowering guilt and suicidal ideation which he grapples with while STILL finding himself chained to the shadow of his mother who shook up the world and left him behind to figure it all out on his own, about the reawakening of his rebellious spirit that ignites upon falling in love with another man and his revenge against the government that made a monster out of him, about a boy with a broom.

but i don't want to do it scared and alone!!!! God!!!!!!!

just spent an hour on a sim only for my game to crash before I could save