âIs it depressing to live as NEET?â
Well, if you donât care about the world around you, itâs something fun actually. Donât have to deal with people and stuff. Just chilling in your bubble of safety.
But, itâs depressing for me. Feel like constant loser. Disappointment. Even My family always encourage me to do things, to go outside, I canât.
The world just like a war zone. even outside my door.
I scared of stalker, âklitihâ (itâs a crime that increasing in my city, make my dad always worry when we go out), I got really scared thus I canât stop checking my rearview mirror, checking if someone following me. That one eyed always on my nightmares.
Yet I want to do things like other. enjoying the sun, the crowded downtown, or just working like the other.Donât woo
Itâs depressing, yet fun.
The fun side, I have all the time to do fun things. Just rolling in my bed with my dogs or help my mom with anything. Or rolling in Tumblr and YouTube.
Maybe someone want to hear my story? LOL
Donât worry this blog will never be depressing, outside my 3 am post :3















