#neet2017

Well, if you don’t care about the world around you, it’s something fun actually. Don’t have to deal with people and stuff. Just chilling in your bubble of safety.

But, it’s depressing for me. Feel like constant loser. Disappointment. Even My family always encourage me to do things, to go outside, I can’t.

The world just like a war zone. even outside my door.

I scared of stalker, ‘klitih’ (it’s a crime that increasing in my city, make my dad always worry when we go out), I got really scared thus I can’t stop checking my rearview mirror, checking if someone following me. That one eyed always on my nightmares.

Yet I want to do things like other. enjoying the sun, the crowded downtown, or just working like the other.Don’t woo

It’s depressing, yet fun.

The fun side, I have all the time to do fun things. Just rolling in my bed with my dogs or help my mom with anything. Or rolling in Tumblr and YouTube.

Maybe someone want to hear my story? LOL