#kleinmell

Kleinmell Angst

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Michael hadn’t told anyone yet. He didn’t know what he would say. ‘I’m coughing up flowers’ seemed too outlandish. No one would believe him. But the symptoms started to get worse. It started to get harder to breathe. The coughing was more frequent. The blood increased. He had the feeling of upcoming death. He had to tell someone. So he decided to talk to the person he trusted most. Jared.

They met up at a park to talk. Michael told him it was urgent, but Jared wasn’t too sure just how urgent he was. 

They spent a while just talking. Not really focusing on the problem at first. But then Michael accidentally gave the surprise up. He coughed suddenly. Jared didn’t see the flower that he coughed up and made fun of him, asking if he was dying. 

Jared now regrets that joke. 

Michael ended up showing him the flower and explaining his symptoms. Luckily Jared was the dork he was. He knew exactly what had happened to Michael. 

(I'm not gonna explain the whole Hanahaki disease thing so if you don’t know what it is... Look it up XD)

He explained what was going on. Michael didn’t know what to say. The reason he was in this situation was right next to him. The boy he had a crush on. His best friend. He was the one he needed to tell. Jared was the one that needed to help him. How was he supposed to explain that to him? He couldn’t. He wasn’t going to. He would choose the second option. The surgery. Jared said that was a good decision. 

Jared now regrets telling him that. 

Jared helped him find a doctor that would help him deal with the disease. Michael went through with it. He got the vines removed. But Jared was scared after the surgery had finished. After he found out Michael was okay. 

Jared was worried. He loved Michael, of course. He was scared to find out what the effect of the surgery was. He didn’t want his best friend and crush to not show any emotion at all. And it was between that and one other possibility. 

As soon as he could, Jared went to visit Michael. That was the most painful day in his life. 

He walked in to find the boy he loved, sitting on the hospital bed, recovering from the surgery. 

“Hey, Mike.” Jared walked over. A small smile on his face. Michael’s eyes met his, but something was gone. Michael didn’t look at him the same way. There wasn’t the same happiness behind his eyes. 

“Uh... Who are you...?” 

It took Jared a moment to connect the dots. But as soon as he did, he was in tears. 

Michael had gotten the second possible effect of the surgery. He had all his emotions fine and working. But the second effect seemed worse now. 

The second effect was that the patient who went through the surgery might forget who the person they loved was. 

Jared realized just what this meant. He had been the one that Michael loved. He had been the one that started the disease for him. He had been the one who encouraged the surgery. He could have been the one to help him. 

But he just had to go and make everything worse.

michael is so smooth (ft. two messily colored versions)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i will always consider myself the kleinmell dad but......i have not written a thing for it in a long time. I have/had an idea of where i wanted it to go but due to depression and lack of motivation i haven't written much else. It’s funny that you send this now because I’ve been thinking of picking it up back again. I’m not sure though because I have no idea how many people would actually read it, ya feel? 

seriously though, hearing that you’ve read my fic so much and are still awaiting new chapters makes me so happy. thank you so much for reading my work. I know it isn’t the best but it means so much to me. 

It’s called The Forgotten Friend Club and it’s a crossover fic with bmc. It focuses on the mental health of Jared, Michael, Jeremy, and Evan, along with what I’m hoping will be somewhat more realistic effects of the connor project and the squip. It’s not exactly a gen fic, but the relationships aren’t the main focus of the fic as of now. I would describe the main focus as the boys learning how to deal with their issues and accepting the fact that they have them, along with how friendships and relationships can have either a positive or negative impact on life. Learning how to forgive and how to take responsibility for your actions is also a very big part of it.

I feel like the biggest shocker here is that, no, there is no kleinsen and there is no boyf riends. (or, technically there is, but it’s all one-sided) There is what I’ve lovingly named kleinmell (Jared/Michael) and heeresen (Evan/Jeremy). As of now there isn’t much going on between the boys, mostly plot and friendship, but eventually there will be more of that. If any of you happen to be interested in giving it a read, go here.

Michael Mell × Jared Kleinman.

Angst

Final word count: 654.

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Michael was driving his motorcycle. It was new. He was going to surprise Jared and drive him to his favorite place. To his forest. His forest was a wonderful place. A small place, surrounded by trees. It wasn't covered, but just enough to be a forest. He had gone for a walk and found a clearing. He made it his spot. Decked it out. He had a radio there, a trampoline, a tree house, and some other things. He had even built the tree house with the help of Michael, which had ended up getting them together as boyfriends. I mean, Jared could only hold off for so long after seeing Michael shirtless for a couple days in a row. Now, Jared even has a cassette player in his camp for Michael. Anyway, Michael wanted to hang with Jared and he knew the only alone time he could absolutely get with him would be at the spot.

Michael drove to his house and knocked on the door. When Jared walked out, he smiled and hugged Michael tightly, before seeing the motorcycle.

"What is that?" The shorter boy asked.

"It's... My new ride. I sold my car for a lot, actually. It's what I was able to buy with the money!"

"But..."

"It's totally safe! I promise!"

"I am NOT GETTI-

"Please?"

"I-"

"Please?"

"Michae-"

"Please?"

Pause

"Please?"

"GOD DAMNIT FINE!!"

"Yay!!"

The two boys walked to the ride. Michael mounted the front, but Jared paused. When he didn't, Michael looked at him.

"What's wrong, Jare?" He sighed lightly.

"I need a helmet." Jared crossed his arms.

"About that..."

"You didn't get a helmet?!"

"Well, I did, it's just... I only got one..."

"Then you're wearing it."

"Nope, it's for you."

"It's more dangerous to drive the motorcycle."

"But you could fall off."

There was a pause as Jared thought.

"Just put it on, you tall gremlin!" Jared ordered as he mounted the back of the bike, wrapping his arms around Michael's torso. Michael smiled, even though he had lost the small fight, and got his helmet on. It didn't take too long for them to start off. Michael swerved in between cars, earning small yelps and such from Jared. His whimpers made the taller boy laugh lightly, but he kept focused.

While they were driving, Jared started to get uncomfortable with their speed.

"Mikey, can we please slow down? We're going too fast!" He shouted, so Michael could hear him.

"Oh, come on! It's fun!" Michael laughed.

"I'm serious! Slow down! I'm scared..." Jared's hold on Michael had been loosened and he was now sitting back slightly, holding onto his glasses. Either way, Michael wasn't going to give up without a fight.

"Tell me you love me." Michael demanded. This made Jared blush, but he obliged anyway.

"I love you. Now slow down!"

"Now give me a hug."

Jared sighed at this, but leaned forward and hugged him tightly.

"And finally, take off my helmet. Wear it. It's bothering me."

This time, Jared paused slightly. He was confused with why this was coming up now, but decided to just oblige. He took the helmet off of Michael's head and slipped it on.

But they didn't slow down.

The next day, it was all over the news. A motorcycle accident. It had rammed into a building because of brake failure. Two teenage boys were in the crash. Only one survived.

Jared found out the truth about what happened. He found out that Michael had supposedly realized the brakes weren't working and didn't tell Jared because he didn't want him to freak out. Instead, Michael had him hug him and tell him that he loved him one last time. Then, he made him take the helmet from off of his own head and wear it, even if it meant that he were to die.