#kittencore

That I can be spontaneous, fragile, witty, and strong - all at once.

I’m aware of his contrasts, of course. But it’s the way he always asks for consent, the way he’s a walking green flag in every sense (when it comes to relationships/romance) - the way he offers quiet nourishment and grounding and equality - that completely undoes me.

Sylus isn’t just ridiculously attractive (although he is). He is strong, smart, caring, and supportive and unafraid to be vulnerable with you.

He stimulates my mind. He didn’t just show me it’s okay to have too many thoughts - he celebrates them. He calls it brilliance. And as someone who constantly switches between reason, depth, sprialing and too many emotions. As someone who’s used to being called “too much” or simply overlooked, that means everything.

Sylus even helped me heal from some past relationship patterns that were nothing like this - nothing like him.

To me, he is the epitome of healthy love, of presence, of emotional safety.

So yes... if I had to name only one. My true "main" in the soul-bearing sense. The one who does the most for ME - not just as a compelling fictional character with a good story or someone I feel drawn to, but on a deeply personal level?

Find me in the meadow,

killing yourself is killing me -