No... no more kisses #blackcat #cat #blackcatsofinstagram #catsofinstagram #blackcatsrule #kissymonster

I've been on the bus for a little over two hours now. The amount of crying I've done is probably making the other passengers think that I have something wrong with me. Its coming in waves. Wave one: OMG I'm so happy to be going home! Wave two: But I don't want to leave what I now call home. These last two days have really shown me who my true friends are. Whether it be a flower and card from Hannafords, help with moving my stuff or a place to crash for the night. It has been to say the least pretty eye opening. Fuck!!!! Those two waves of emotions I mentioned earlier, well wave two just hit again. It hit me as I was taking my hat off my head. It made me think of my old hat that I gave last night to my favorite little boy ever. For some reason he really liked my Jack Daniels hat (bar baby!) The look on his face when he finally got it fitted to his head made me teary eyed. Right before our last goodbye he tricked me into walking under the mistletoe so he could give me kissy monster! To be very honest saying goodbye to my two favorite children was probably the hardest goodbye over the last two days. But I made a promise that I would come back in January and I fully intend on keeping that promise! Wave number two again! About half way to NYC already. Wave number one just hit me, followed by a little bit of wave number two. Ill be repping Maine with my Maine Craft Distilling hat and my Sebago Brewery hoodie! Watch out NYC this girl is coming for yah!