Thank you for everything you've done for meāfor always being there for me when I need you, for helping me when I'm sick, for taking care of me. Thank you for being the love of my life, I sincerely don't know what I would do without you. You're my best friend, my partner, my soul mate. It's hard to believe that we've been together for over fifteen years. You've put up with me through all of my worst years and stood by my side even when you deserved so much better. I hope that I can continue to make you happy, and that we'll keep getting old together because you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. Happy birthday, babe. I love you so much. Sandbox love never dies.Ā
Please go wish @kiselovesaomineā a happy birthday!!! <3Ā
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I wonāt be able to go into this as extensively as I would like to since Iām still having vision problems but I wanted to let you guys know the basics of whatās going on. I have to be watched due to my PFO and the severity of my migraines. When I have a migraine, I have stroke-like symptoms. Theyāre always the same so I know what theyāre going to entail, however, a few days ago I started to experience something different. I have bright flashing lights, sort of like a white flickering strobe light in the corner of my left eye. Iāve had it for three days now and I was concerned enough about it being something new that I decided to go get it looked at. I went to our local clinic but they sent me to the hospital because they were concerned about a retinal tear. The hospital doctor feels pretty confident that I donāt have a tear and that my eye itself is okay. He also went over my brain scans and blood vessel tests from just last year and he doesnāt seemed concerned about my head either. They diagnosed me as having a possible optical migraine. They donāt really know whatās going on. If it continues Iāll have to go back in. They suggested that I go see an opthamologist but thatās not something I can afford as itās not covered by my insurance. Iām a little concerned because the left side of my body has been really out of whack these past few weeks but I know that Iāll get through it. At least, I hope so. I have so much going on with my body lately that I feel like I canāt keep up with it. Thank you all for you love and support. Youāre super sweet. Iām going to post the messages I received below with my responses (under the cut). <3
kiselovesaomine said: I love you forever. ā¤ļøš§”šššš
I love you too, baby. Always.Ā
eleganblackĀ said: What? Youāre better now, right? Whatever happened, please get some rest now, it seems like you need it! Hope you feel better soon! ā¤ļø
Thank you, Alice. I really do. Iām having a pretty hard time dealing with all of this right now. I like to think that Iām a strong person but Iām starting to reach my limit here.Ā
okasamersieĀ said: Oh goodness! I'm so happy that you're okay! Get lots of rest and we'll be here!
Thanks, Mers! Iām going to! <3
scribblybubblesĀ said: I hope you feel better soon and things start getting better! ā¤ļø
Thank you much, sweets. I hope so too.Ā
tubsi-tubsĀ said: I hope you feel better soon š
Thanks, Tubsi! I appreciate it! Also, thank you for showing your support. I see you on my blog.Ā ( Ķ”Ā° ĶŹ Ķ”Ā°)
Anonymous said: Hope you start feeling better soon! Much love, and don't stress yourself out!
Thanks, love! Iāll try my best not to! <3
Anonymous said: oh gosh i hope you're okay!!!! ššššš
kiselovesaomineĀ replied: As someone who has known and been with Kai for many years now, I can say with all sincerity that they are NOT in the least bit racist. Fiction is fiction, not reality. There is a large, gaping difference. It saddens me to see that itās coming to the point where there can no longer be a distinction before someone gets upset. I fear that one day, writers will no longer be able to write anything without getting backlash under the assumption that FICTION must be what the author feels.
Thank you, baby. Iām acknowledging this post not just because Iām grateful for your love and support but because I think thereās something to be said about the truth in your statement.Ā
I was really worried that when I first started this blog I was going to be hated. I knew that I wanted to write darker content but as things have happened in the past, Iāve been called a creep, a freak, fucked up, among many other cruel labels. These are issues that those who write lighter content donāt have to deal with. I knew that I was taking a risk when I started this blog but I really wanted to offer darker content to those who, like myself, prefer it to the more vanilla works out there. Itās harder to find disturbing/dark stories in the anime community that deal with corrupt and immoral issues. I knew that the smut would likely be safe as long as it didnāt get too dark (which it has in some of my stories). However, I am nothing like the characters I write in these stories. Do I find terrible people attractive? Yes. Would I condone their behavior? No. Would I ever be with those people and support them in actuality? Hell no. I can separate fiction from reality and if Iām writing someone in character, that doesnāt mean that I support what theyāre doing. In this case, the point is that the character saying hurtful things enjoys it. His words and actions reflect his beliefs. Not mine. For me, most often, Iām expressing how ignorant a character is by using such deplorable language or callous expressive behaviors. I think racism is unacceptable. Itās narrow-minded and hateful among a list of many other things. I am acknowledging the struggle in that situation by putting Izuki in a horrible situation. It shapes the world heās living in at that moment. It invokes fear and hatred and makes the story more visceral by keeping Nash in character. I do, too, worry that there might come a day when all artists are going to suffer from this backlash. As a general rule, itās better to learn about and understand who a person really is before assuming that the character(s) theyāre writing about are a reflection of themselves.Ā
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Nicknames: Kai
Gender: Unicorn Ā
Star sign: Sagittarius
Height: 170 cm (5ā²7ā³)
Time: 4:04 PM
Birthday: December 6th
Favourite bands/artists: I have wayyyy too many to list. Some of my favorites are: Nine Inch Nails, Leonard Cohen, The White Buffalo, The Rigs, Highly Suspect, and Avenged Sevenfold.
Song stuck in my head: Broken Bones byĀ CRX
Last movie I watched: Concussion
Last TV show I watched: Sons of Anarchy
What do I post: Smut. A whole lot of smut. Anime/manga scenarios, imagines, and headcanons.
Do I get asks: I do but I'm shamefully slow to respond.
Url meaning: I think it's pretty self-explanatory. Dark and Dirty Kibbles 'n Bits.
Average hours of sleep: It depends on how I'm feeling. If I'm having a flare-up then sometimes 2 hours (pain), and other times 10 hours (fatigue).
