#kink.praise

Sometimes, you can’t help but feel a bit bad about yourself. It’s hard not to, even though others may insist that you’re overthinking, or that you’re exaggerating- that doesn’t stop your brain from saying otherwise. After all, you’re the one who lives in your body, it only makes sense for you to be aware of your flaws. 

You try to keep it to yourself, to not be a bother, but it’s hard. Sometimes something will slip out, or you’ll do something you typically wouldn't, or avoid doing something you would normally do. Sometimes, the pressure of these thoughts and words inside your head is too much and you just can’t help letting some of them out. 

Including in front of Kanata. 

He’s typically the carefree type, but you know he is a person that considers everything said to him. He’s not stupid by any means. Sometimes the response you get is him saying something positive to counteract the negative things you say about yourself, other times it’s a simple hum and a pat on the head. The only thing he doesn’t ever do is scold you, and that is something you couldn’t be more grateful for. He lets you be honest about the way you’re feeling without repercussion. 

As thankful as you are for his influence and support, it’s not a solution to your problems. Even as you get closer and closer to him and slowly open up about the things that you dislike about yourself.  His support may be unwavering, but so are your insecurities. 

It’s a calm day and you’re both relaxing in his room. He’s still soaked from his most recent escapade into the water he oh so loves, but you convinced him to at least change into dry clothes while you both hang out on his bed. At some point, this devolved into him sitting while you lay your head on his lap. 

Unfortunately, though your mind wanders as per always. Kanata is such a kind person and today, he’s spending some of his limited free time with you.

“Hey... Kanata...” 

He hums at the sound of his name being said, continuing to pet the top of your head. 

“What do you like about me?” 

He pauses for the briefest of seconds, before continuing just as before. 

“There are many ‘things’ to ‘like’ about ‘you’.” 

He shifts his position, gently sliding your head off his lap and moving so that he faces you more directly. For a second, you prepare yourself for what you think might be your first ever lecture from Kanata but instead, he reaches out his hands to cup your face in them and smiles. 

“I like ‘these’ a lot.” 

His hands thumb at your lips, touching them as he speaks. 

“i think ‘these’ are nice too.” 

His hands reach further up your face and he ghosts his thumbs over your eyelids, making you close them until he continues. 

“I like what comes out of ‘here’.” 

He holds both sides of your face and cradles your head in his hands. Is he referring to your brain as a whole? His words are tooth-achingly sweet. You had hoped for some reassurance, but you weren’t expecting to receive such definitive answers from him. 

He hums for a second, seemingly contemplating where to go from there. After a second, his hand moves downwards. 

“I ‘like’ this ‘part’ a lot too.” 

He places his hand over your chest, directly in front of your heart. 

“It’s probably ‘my favorite’.” 

Curiosity nips at your inhibitions, and you can’t help but ask. 

“In what way do you ‘like’ me?” 

Something sparkles in his eyes when you ask that question. Excitement? Mischief? You can’t quite pin down the emotion, but it excites you nonetheless when he answers you. 

“Do you ‘want’ me to ‘show’ you?” 

You think about it for a second. You could say no and stop this now but... You know damn well where this is headed, and you’d be a fool to stop yourself from getting what you want now. 

You nod and he leans in to give you the most delicate peck on the lips possible. It’s a bit awkward to have him leaning over you like this, but it does give you the perfect opportunity to reach your arms around his back and pull him back in to properly kiss you when he pulls away after the first one. 

His eyes open in surprise, but close just as quickly as they opened while he kisses you again.  

And again. And again. And again- 

He really does actually like you, huh? 

You don’t know who parts their mouth first, but before you know it, your tongues are meeting in each other's mouths, and you can barely get a full chest of air. You’ve craved this longer than you’d care to admit at this point. He truly is such a sweet person and you can’t imagine anyone else who you’d rather be having this moment with. 

Your arms reach the hem of his shirt and pull at it. Perhaps a bit of a bold move, but if there was any time in which to take this chance, you think it’s probably right now. Thankfully, he responds in kind and begins pulling at your clothing as well. 

As layers start to come off, you both get more and more excited. It still catches you off guard though when you reach for his briefs and find that underneath them, he seems to be rock hard. It actually manages to drag your face away from his and make you stare at it instead. 

“May I?” 

He pulls at the waistband of his own underwear. Asking permission to remove his own underwear? It’s a considerate gesture, but you don’t think there’s any way you could want to remove it faster than you do right now. 

You nod, grabbing the fabric and help him pull it down his legs, letting him kick them off.  

“...May I?” 

He asks again with a little giggle at the end as he reaches for your own underwear as well. You also think there’s no way you could want those off any faster either. 

You give another nod, and he immediately takes his freedom to grab and slide yours down. Briefly, you feel a bit embarrassed at being exposed, but a single glance at how hard he his swiftly eases your thoughts. 

With you both bare, Kanata now returns his lips to yours and slowly pushes you backwards until you’re laying on your back once again. 

He settles himself in between your legs without hesitation and you worry for a moment. You’re most definitely not prepared to take him yet- just making out is not enough foreplay to make penetration comfortable. You open your mouth to warn him but he places a finger in front of your lips before you can voice a single concern. 

“Don’t ‘worry’.” 

He hums softly as he places his cock in between your legs, resting it on your sex. 

“I’m not doing ‘that’ yet~.” 

He thrusts against your body, not making any move to actually stick anything inside of you. Your anxiety eases at the sight and you lay your head back and decide to just relax. It feels... good. Better than you expected. Just some humping like this has you wanting more. You do suppose the majority of your nerves are outside your body rather than inside.  

He grabs your legs and pushes them together, creating the perfect place for him to thrust his dick in and out of. It also adds pressure onto your cunt as well, making you want to squeeze them tighter as well. He moans out loud at the feeling and starts to slowly move a bit faster. 

Your folds glisten from a combination of his precum and your own slick. His breath hitches every time you two rut against each other. When you look down, you can see the head of his cock poking out between your legs. It brushes against your clit, providing you with stimulation that has you fluttering your eyes closed. 

He squeezes your legs together even tighter and pushes them further back, shifting your weight higher on your back as he bears down onto you. The space in between your legs is utterly soaked and squelches with every single one of your shared movements- you wonder how good it would feel from behind or with you on top... 

You tap on Kanata’s arms. 

“Here, let me.” 

He swiftly pauses and backs off, still painfully hard and eager to get back at it again. You push on his chest until he’s the one laying back on the bed and you’re the one climbing onto him instead. 

You straddle his hips and place his dick so that it’s flat onto his stomach, then lower yourself until you’re grinding on it. 

If you thought it felt good before, it feels amazing now. Gliding up and down his shaft, the movements has pressure being placed directly onto your clit from behind it’s hood. It’s even better the times you grind over the head of his cock. Whenever you do that, you get the joy of going over the ridge separating it from the rest of the shaft. It’s something that makes not only you want to keel over in pleasure but also brings the most delicious sounds out of Kanata’s mouth as well. 

Before long, you're finding a rhythm and he’s joining in on it too. With every one of your movements, he’s thrusting against you to the best of his ability which makes everything feel all the better.  

Your legs get weaker with every move, and you feel your climax rapidly approaching. You don’t want yourself to be coming before he gets the chance too, so you redouble your efforts around his head to get him closer as well. You grind down even harder and let your clit catch every single time on the ridge. 

It’s like boiling water is coursing under your skin as you finally cum. You moan loudly and press yourself directly onto the tip of his cock as you cum and to your luck- Kanata thrusts up against you and finishes as well. He paints your pussy white with his seed as he moans as well.  

You both sit, panting after the event. It takes a good minute for you to feel your senses returning after it and Kanata seems to be the same. He reaches out a hand to gently caress your cheek and, to your surprise, calls out your name to get your attention. 

When you meet his eyes, he smiles. 

“I ‘like you’ a lot.” 

Your face rapidly starts to burn as you take in his words. Getting pinned down and riding him didn’t have you feeling embarrassed, but a few sweet words sure do have the power to completely throw you for a loop. 

“I like you too.” 

He smiles placidly unlike your reaction; He’s an enigma to you at times. He reaches out his other hand to grab onto one of yours and play with your fingers. It’s a sweet gesture that has you deep in thought while he does it. 

“May i ‘show’ you more?” 

The question snaps you out of your brain. Well.... if one of his ways of “showing you” before was to try and make you cum, well... you aren’t averse to seeing what other ways he has to show you.  

You hum in agreement and nod at him. Just like always, he’s smiling as he pats your thigh to get you to shift off of him. When you pick up a leg to move away, a droplet of mixed fluids slips off your dirtied cunt. You wince as it lands on Kanata’s leg, but to your surprise, he just reaches out a finger and brings it up to his lips. The sight is hotter than you expected it to be. 

As it turns out, that gesture is exactly what he intends to do anyways. He’s quickly parting your legs and lowering his face down to be in between them as he starts to clean you off. It looks completely lewd to see him in between your thighs with his tongue coated in his own spend as he slides it right in between your folds.  

It doesn’t just look nice; your body is still sensitive from your previous orgasm. It makes you want to squirm every time he licks, and your hips buck every time he flicks his tongue against your clit. You wonder how he managed to get good at this. 

He doesn’t neglect your hole either. He uses his fingers to stretch you out and play with you even more. He slides them in and out, curling and scissoring while he suckles on your clit. You bury your hands in his hair but try to resist the urge to guide him by it- it's so much more satisfying to let it be out of your control as he does his best to follow the sounds your body makes.  

It doesn’t take long for you to start moaning out loud again, letting yourself loose with his encouragement. You find it harder and harder to stop yourself from clamping your thighs around his head and bucking against it. He’s good, but he’s also so incredibly slow about it. You desperately want him to move faster, to press harder, but he continues at his languid pace that draws out your pleasure. You teeter on the edge oh so close. Just a little more.... 

Finally, he seems to get the hint, and presses the tip of his tongue straight into your clit, pushing harshly against your pelvis to properly stimulate it. All your restraint goes out the window and your legs swiftly close around his head and you nearly wail in pleasure.  

Kanata takes it like a champ, unmoving and continuing to press on the same spot until you ride out the heaviest of the waves and begin to slowly ease up on the sides of his head. When he pulls back, you can see the lower half of his face completely slick with your fluids. You have half a mind to be embarrassed at just how debauched you both look at this moment but instead of letting that show, you drag him up to your face to make out with him again instead. 

Tasting yourself on his lips, you wonder just how much further you two will go tonight. 

“Oh you!” Arashi laughs at you, playfully shoving you away from her. 

You can’t help but laugh in return. You’re both topless in her dorm, sitting on the edge of her bed with her dormmates out for the next few hours. It’s been a long day of subtle flirting, obvious flirting, explicit flirting and oh, more flirting. Both on her side and yours. It’s hard not to enjoy yourself around her and the way she dotes on and constantly praises you. Though... she never lets you fully return it. 

She so obviously basks in it, but she’s always so quick to turn it back on you, never fully letting you worship her the way she deserves. Even now, she playfully brushes of your compliment, and you bet that any second now she’s going to start complimenting you instead- 

“Have you even seen yourself?” Arashi smiles devilishly at you. 

As if on cue, she’s done it again. 

Is it too much to ask to just be able to treat her well? To be able to idolize her, show her how much of a goddess she is? Watch her not simply brush off your flirting, but to actually fluster and crumple under your loving words? You feel like the luckiest person alive to have landed her and one way or another, you’re going to get her to accept your praise god damn it. 

“Arashi, do me a favor and close your eyes please!” You smile sweetly back at her. 

She eyes you suspiciously before breaking out into another playful smile. “What are you planning on?” 

Despite her question, she still complies without hesitation with your request, quickly closing her eyes and sitting pretty.  

“Oh, you’ll see~.” 

Quickly you stand and move to be in front of her. You tap at her legs from where you stand. “Scooch back a bit?” 

She hums and complies. With her head held high and eyes so peacefully closed... looking at her is just another reminder of what you want to do for her and to her. Her moving back allows you for just enough space to continue with your nefarious plans. Quickly, you scramble into her lap. Arashi lets out a surprised little gasp, before a string of giggles escapes her lips and she places her hands firmly on your hips and squeeze ever so slightly. 

You return the favor and grab onto her sides- dragging another few spare giggles from her- and lean your face in close to one of her ears, just close enough to nip at the lobe before you speak. 

“I just want you to listen to me for a while, alright? With no interruptions?” 

“Mmm... Ok, just for you, I think I can do that~.” She sits with her eyes still closed, a very pleased expression on her face. 

She’s fallen right into your trap... of affection! You feel a bit too giddy and can’t help some giggling yourself, but you suppose there’s no better reason to feel this happy than the reasons you have right now. “Thank you!” 

Having such a pretty woman so easily within reach and so obviously happy with it is a bit overwhelming, but you get to work nonetheless. You move your hands up and down her sides, admiring her trembles of suppressed laughter and excitement. 

“Sometimes... I feel so lucky to be around you.” An easy starting point, you think. Arashi perks up, seemingly catching onto your plans. “You... make me happy. A lot.” a bit awkward but still good. Her smile grows wider at your words. 

“You’re very sweet and considerate! You’re a true knight... someone to admire and look up to...” You move on from speaking about your feelings and start talking about her- something a bit more tentative, but she promised not to interrupt you so you take advantage of this time where she can’t turn the tables. Her skin is smooth underneath your hands, right now you have the perfect opportunity to run them all over her chest and shoulders. Some soft massaging at the junction of her neck and shoulders has her melting into you. 

“Not to mention you’re also so beautiful on the outside too.” Her appearance next? It's something she’s generally confident in, but it’s also the thing she’s quickest to dismiss- probably because she’s heard too much from others regarding it- so you hope for no protests. You continue to massage her.  

She opens her mouth momentarily, but you quickly silence her by pressing a finger to her lips. 

“You’re so strong and talented. You’ve worked so hard and I’m so proud of you...” You decide to push harder into her verbally while easing up on her physically. Her hair is soft when you bring a hand up to card through it and she’s warm where you wrap the other arm around her. Arashi is slowly turning red under your hands and her smile is just so sweet... 

“You really do it all in my opinion. The best girlfriend I could have ever gotten...” You continue to gently pet her while you speak and she just melts more and more with every touch, slowly leaning back into the bed. A spark of excitement at her beginning to lay down beneath you pushes you further. “My amazing, sweet, beautiful, and sexy as hell girlfriend.” 

You think you’re reaching the end and finally decide to move onto your next phase. You trail your hand down from her hair to her chest and finally begin to play with the buds there. She gasps in surprise but quickly flushes brighter and smiles again.  

Your praise... Sure, Arashi is confident. She’s the queen of self-love and self-care! It’s what she preaches to everyone and sets an example by herself. Though... it was a hard path to get there. Now where she stands, there’s a lot of pressure on her. To keep it up, to keep being strong, to keep being an inspiration for others but... what about her? Who is supposed to comfort her, to motivate her on her bad days when she is supposed to always be a pillar of strength? 

Your praise is a little slice of heaven to her. It’s too easy to fall into the role of servant. The role of just presenting an image for others while not truly embodying it as a person. Your kind words though, they keep her going. She can’t help but feel the slightest bit emotional and so she blushes brighter again. 

Her responses are cute and seeing her enjoying herself, you continue. “I’ll never not be happy to have you, you’ll always be my dear Arashi who deserves the world.” 

While your words are sweet, you are still playing with Arashi’s nipples and chest and so she can’t help but feel a bit shy. She finally takes one of her hands off you and covers her eyes with her arm. She opens her mouth to try speaking again and you nearly scold her until all she says is a really whiny, drawn-out version of your name. 

“Hey don’t hide from me!” You playfully pull at her arm, amused at her reaction. 

“Noooooooo.....” All Arashi does in response is bring up her other arm to use as a shield as well while smiling much too widely, her fangs glistening in the overhead lights.  

Her arms up allow you another opportunity to admire her. Her chest, her waist, her stomach, her arms... everything is just so enticing. She’s so perfectly muscled all around, with skin so well cared for it feels like silk. Looking at the way her blush creeps down her neck, the way her nipples pebble at your touch, and the goosebumps that form from all your caresses? Not a single word you’ve told her tonight has been an exaggeration or a lie. She just truly is that tempting. 

Speaking of temptation... 

“Yessssss!” You coo back at her. 

You can help yourself from a little escalation... after all, it’s not always you get the perfect opportunity for alone time with her. A subtle little grind on her crotch is all it takes to remind her that, oh, you are in fact still sitting above her lap, right above her... She’s wearing pants of course, but they do very little to hide her growing excitement as you continue to speak and touch her. Her face is overwhelmingly red by this point but it’s just so cute- come on, can you really resist a few more touches? A few more sweet words? 

She’s smiling even as she hides her eyes behind her cupped hands. Though suddenly, her smile wavers just the slightest bit and you hear her sniffle ever so softly.  She mumbles something you don’t quite catch, and you encourage her to speak up. 

“...I love you.” 

Her face is bright red as she says the words, only getting more intense as you make her repeat them out loud. 

You grin back at her, even if she can’t see you, she can certainly hear it in your voice. “I love you too.” 

Arashi’s smile wavers a bit more with emotion before it settles on a small, content smile that squishes up her cheeks and shows just the tiniest hint of teeth. It’s something lovely to see... until you spy a little peek of amethyst through her fingers. 

“Hey! Cheater! I see those eyes!” At being called out, she quickly puts her fingers back together and hides behind them once again, giggling all the while.  

Seeing an opportunity, she tries to go back to her old tricks. “Aw but can you blame me for wanting to look? You’re so lovely that-” 

“Nuh uh, don’t you start with me right now! Tonight, I’m in control and I’ve decided that I want this all to be about you! You can return the favor later if you want, but don’t you dare interrupt me now.” You’re quick to block her attempt. 

“Ok ok, I’ll stop.” She sighs at you but doesn’t drop her smile. 

“Good, now I can keep going...” Once again, you grind your hips down onto hers, directly where you can feel her length pushing against you. Her hips cant up the slightest bit into you and she groans softly. 

“Don’t move.” You whisper into her ear, before sliding yourself backwards and off her hips. You quickly crouch down in front of her. You tap on her knees. “Open.” 

She’s quick to oblige and quick to cooperate when you grab at the waistband of her underwear and pants. You’re able to smoothly slide both off of her as she lifts herself to help. Her cock immediately spring upward with a droplet of precum beginning to form at the tip. You quickly move in between her legs and place your hands on her shaft and head. 

Her cock head is an angry red and her actual head matches it with how flustered she is. Like a good girl, her arms still cover her face, and no hints of her eyes are to be seen. You give her shaft a few pumps and watch as more precum wells up out of her. You’re quick to scoop it up with one of your hands and spread it around the rest of her head. A devilish grin runs through you as you squeeze near the base of her shaft and quickly rub the head, using her pre as lubricant to quickly rotate your hand around the head. 

Her response is immediate. A sudden loud moan and her hips jumping upwards. When you don’t immediately let up, high pitched, frantic whines escape her mouth. 

Up and down your move your hands, moving them clockwise and counterclockwise against each other to push more pleasure onto her body. She slowly loses more and more control of her body as she thrusts upwards into your hands.  

Arashi is practically basking in the pleasure you provide her, indulging in every sound and movement her body craves in the moment as she fucks your fist. It’s almost a shame when you have to put one of your hands on her hip to push her down and calm her momentarily. 

When she stills, it’s the perfect opportunity to finally put the tip in your mouth, kitten licking it before fitting the whole head in and suckling. Her body fights against your hand to move, but you remain strong. You bob your head, slowly getting a bit past the tip and progressively moving deeper. She manages to quell her thrusting, but the rest of her body can’t help but squirm. She even removes her arm from in front of her face and rakes a hand through her own hair while the other grasps at the bed sheets. 

You suck around her, making a vacuum and bobbing again and again. Arashi can’t help her moans as they get louder and louder. She’s getting closer and it’s obvious. Her hips can’t stop fighting against you once again and finally, you remove your hands from her to let her chase her pleasure. It’s immediate that she begins to thrust upwards into the heat of your mouth. Every time she pushes, she hits the back of your mouth, and you have to resist the urge to gag. Surely your voice will be gone for a while once this is over, but it’s a worthy tradeoff to see her falling apart like this.  

After a certain point, she can’t hold it anymore. After one of her thrusts her hips remain pushed upwards into your mouth and you can feel a salty fluid filling it. She whines and moans while she rides out her high. You do your best to swallow the fluid, but some still escapes your lips. 

Arashi’s moans slow, and instead she lays on the bed panting. She’s truly so beautiful with the afterglow of her orgasm... Oh how lucky you are... 

You wipe the remaining cum off your face and wipe it off onto the bed sheet- a problem for future you. She looks too peaceful for you to want to leave her, so you don’t, leaving aftercare for later as well. You slide onto the bed next to her and do your best to huddle up against her side even though both of your legs hang over the edge of the bed.  

Feeling you next to her, she finally looks at you once again. Her eyes are still hazy, but they still give you the most adoring look you’ve ever received. Bright purple slanted upwards and crinkling at the edges. She smiles and holds her arms out for you. You return the favor and pull her into your arms instead, surprising her for another time this night. 

She always thinks she has to be perfect. She always has to please others- even though she’s supposed to exemplify self-care. It’s in her nature to care... but people like that deserve care themselves too, so you tuck her head under your chin and gently rub her shoulders. 

“I love you, Arashi.” 

It’s such an easy phrase to say when it comes to her. It’s not an easy phrase for her to accept. 

In your arms, you feel her tremble ever so slightly and hear the faintest little sniffle. Something warm drops onto your chest but you give her the grace of not mentioning it. 

“...I love you more.” 

Even when trying to take over again, Arashi’s voice wavers. It breaks your heart a bit to hear... but all it means is that you need to keep at it, prove to her that you speak the truth. 

“...That’s debatable.” 

Her silent crying is interrupted by a choking sound, and you’re briefly concerned until you realize it’s laughter. She doesn’t respond to your words, but hearing her laughing is as good a response as you can get after all this. You press a smooch to her hair and squeeze her close and she continues to laugh pressed up to you. 

Everything tonight has gone along with your master plan to treat her well. Step one: Praise her. Step two: Pleasure her. Step 3: … profit?  

You’re not quite sure yet, but with her in your arms, you’re sure that the next step can’t bring anything but joy. Time will tell but, in the meantime, time will be spent together. 

I will NOT apologize for this being less than half actual porn, it's my queen and i decide how to worship her.

live laugh love Arashi <3