i'm trying so hard not to kiss you right now.
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. đ MCQUEEN, LANDON ✠@kingprix â , prompt status: accepting.
they know that they shouldn't be doing this. that they've been teetering so dangerously close to the edge ever since their first night together in texas â the edge of something that neither of them could truly come back from ... and yet, there was nothing in them that wanted enough for it to stop. they were drawn to each other: like a moth is drawn to a flame. and all it ever seemed to do was bring them solace ... comfort. and the best night's sleep that she could only ever have when he was there to share it with her. (she was doomed). though, perhaps she had already been from the start ... because that was the thing about landon mcqueen â once he got inside your head, it was almost impossible to get him out.
and she found now â that she didn't want to. how could she? when her body felt the most at peace when it lay, wrapped up in his own? or when the morning sun was warm upon the bareness of her skin, soothing the marks that had been left behind from the night before? how could she ever want to leave that â when it only ever felt like this was where she belonged? yet, it's a feeling that she has to force herself to swallow down. after all, they had made it clear to each other that it was only ever going to be about sex. a resolution for the tension that always brewed between them: even if it no longer seemed to exist ... it was better for them both to keep those boundaries. even if they were slowly beginning to crack.
but when he speaks, her heart almost skips a beat: to the point that she's almost certain that he could feel it from the way she is held against his chest. a hold that he has kept on her throughout the entirety of the night â and one that she has no intentions of trying to free herself from any time soon ... but it was only about sex, right? â what's stopping you? â she challenges the question, shifting her weight just enough so that she can cross her arms over his chest, and rest her own chin upon them. there's a flicker of curiosity in her eye as she looks at him then, mixed with something that for now, remains completely unspoken ... something that only seems to exist for landon. â afraid that i might not kiss you back? â